Chapter 12 — WRITTEN IN THE STARS

WRITTEN IN THE STARS
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SBANISENKOSI
He pulls me back just as I'm about to leave, what did I just say? I clearly got myself into this and he did tell me about his skeletons. What was I expecting? a perfect man?
“What did you say? didn't I come clean to you about my nature? I tried to be as honest as i can and you're saying you can't do this? I'm not a perfect man Sbani, I'll never be one. I only promised to try my best.” He says, I'm not looking into his eyes. I'm not a cry baby but I know I'm about to cry. That's what I don't want to do, cry infront of a man.
“Sbanisenkosi I'm talking to you..” He says, I shake my head. I don't want to talk to him, I have to get to work.
“I have to go Nkanyezi..” I say, he heaves a huge sigh and let's go of my hand.
“You can't do this to me, not when I'm so invisted in fixing my own mess so me and you could be okay.” He says.
“I can't change the fact that you're so into sleeping with every woman you come across so I think it's best we end it without even beginning it.” I say finally glaring at him.
“Why can't you just give me a chance and see what kind of person I am behind the behavior and all the shít I do.” He says, I shake my head.
“Maybe I can do that from a distance, not from upclose.” I say walking off, I'll wait for the uber outside the gate. I can feel his eyes on me but I'm not going to turn back.
“Christopher wait listen..” That lady at the door says, I guess he's throwing her out. It takes a second for her to fall down besides me as I shift aside. My uber stops just by the road and I walk to it leaving them there. I jump in and it drives off, what was I even thinking?
I see Mbali's call coming through and I ignore it. I'll just go to work and try forgetting everything that happened. After some time, I reach work and jump off. I walk inside and Zama glares at me.
“Long time no see Sbani.” She says, I walk past her without saying anything and head to my office. I get in and find Lindiwe on the couch doing some work.
“Oh I didn't know you were coming” She says. I walk over to my desk and sit down. I'm going to burst anytime soon and I don't want to do that.
“Do I have any appointments? if I do then please cancel them all for today. I'd like to focus on the Biyela project for today because their mansion is 5× sizes bigger.” I say grabbing their file.
“Are you okay? you don't look okay boss.” She says, I nod. I'm totally fine, it's not like Chris and I are dating or something. It was just that moment of fun and it passed.
“I'm fine Lindiwe, please make sure the only person I talk to about this project is Mr Biyela or rather his wife Mrs Biyela. I will not talk to anyone besides the both of them.” I say, she nods and walks out.
I can be so stupid sometimes, I can't expect much from a womanizer like him so this is nothing to cry about. I wipe off the tears in my eyes and begin with my work. I don't know what I expect out of love anymore, I'm messed up hence I don't want to commit. I was changing my mind during the hours of yesterday and today but honestly, I think I was wrong.
I take the lunchbox out of my bag and place it besides me. I can't think of him right now, I really can't.
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LUYANDA
A text message pops up on my phone and I grab it, this has been a very long day for me. I just want to get drunk and be eaten like a crazy person. I turn on the phone and immediately pop my eyes out.

“He responded? oh my gosh he responded !” I say jumping around and unlocking my phone. I get to the dm's, "Hi" that's what he said with a heart emoji. I reply with "how are you? I hope I'm not interrupting you or anything" I say, he's online and he's about to text me back.
My day just got better and better, lord knows that I've wanted this man from the first day I saw him and now I might get him. He replies back, the conversation just flows. The picture he has on his profile is sexy as fuck.
“Can i call you?” That's the text message he just sent, of course he can call me. I say yes and my phone rings within seconds. I know he got taken by the profile picture I have on, I mean..I have a gorgeous body so who wouldn't be tempted? I take a deep breath and answer the call.
“Hi..” I say softly and I hear him chuckle a bit, oh I can already hear how he's gonna be groaning with this deep voice of his.
“Luyanda, how are you?” He asks and I cross my legs together, the voice...lord I'm ready to squirt.
“I'm good, thank you and yourself?” I ask him.
“Good..” He says.
“Are you avalaible for some drinks on Saturday? I'd really like us to meet and just engage.” I say, he clears his throat.
“I have a date with my wife on Saturday but..I'm sure I can do something. Just send me the location and I'll be there.” He says, oh screw the wife.
“Please do..” I say hanging up and throwing the phone where God knows out of excitement. I'm gonna seduce him so he can give me that big old dick of his, I need it so bad.
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MBALI
I sit in the coffee shop waiting for Luzuko to arrive, he said he's on his way. I'm wearing a very short dress that's short enough to reveal my butt cheeks. My boobs are big and ready to be sucked by him so he must stop being uptight because he left his fiance there in Western Cape, she's not gonna know anything.
“Mbali..” He says as I lift my head up, I glare at him and my stupid panties get wet. I shouldn't have worn anything.
“Hey, take a seat.” I say, he nods and sits down. Sbani's parents knew what they were doing here.
“I already ordered us some coffee with chocolate chip cookies, I hope you don't mind.” I say smirking, he shakes his head.
“Not at all, chocolate chip cookies are my favourite.” He says, of course I knew they're his favourite, Sbani once told me. I fix my dress a bit pulling it up as I see him running his eyes all over.
Our order arrives and I can see his mood brightening up as he grabs the cookies. His smile is the best.
“Oh they smell so good and fresh, now I miss how Reatlegile makes them for me.” He says and I frown a bit, Reatlegile is that stupid fiance of his.
“She must bake them really well.” I say, he nods and smiles a bit. He's definitely inlove with her but if I can put in the work then I can get him. I watch him as he starts eating the cookies and I sip on my coffee. The more I look at him is the more I sweat and feel the need to put a finger in my pussy. I'm sorry but that's just how he makes me feel.

Time goes on and he insists on paying for the coffees and cookies. I mean I can't refuse right? a man must pay the bill. We walk outside, I can't let him go right now.
“Thank you for the coffee and cookies, I enjoyed.” He says, I nod as we walk slowly to his car. I wish I could've come with an uber so he could give me a ride back home.
“It was really nice catching up, this is what Sbani would've wanted.” I say, he nods a bit and unlocks his car.
“I have to go, it's pretty late.” He says. I nod and unlock my own car, while he opens the door and jumps in. I jump in also and start the car, quicker than him. I drive off heading to the pole infront of me as I hit it. I'm sorry to my first baby(car) but I need to do this. Smoke comes out of the car and I start panicking a bit till I hear the door opening.
“Mbali? are you okay?” He asks getting me out of the car, mission accomplished my dear.
“I don't know what happened, I was driving just fine and the car went to this pole.” I say breathing heavily on purpose.
“It's pretty bad, you have it insured right?” He asks, I nod.
“You call the insurance company and we'll wait for it in my car so they can come pick your car up.” He says, I nod and fake my tears.
“I thought I was dying.” I say wrapping my arms around him as he comforts me. He smells so good.
“You're okay, let's go.” He says leading me to his car and opening the door for me. I jump in and he closes the door then walks to the other side. He jumps in and closes the door.
“So are you calling them or??” He asks glaring at me, I wipe off my fake tears and nod.
“I will.” I say, he nods and looks forward. Okay I can't hold myself anymore. I pull his collar towards my face and attack him with a kiss.
“Mbali..” He pulls out, I glare at him. He doesn't know how long I've wanted this and today I'm not backing off. I jump over to him and sit on his lap.
“What are you doing?” He asks, I shake my head and attack him with a kiss. He's not even touching me. I grab his hands and make him touch my boobs. My heart pumps up as soon as he responds. We're doing this..