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LONATHEMBA

***Kugcwele amaphoyisa...bamthathile uzenande usesbhedlela enjalo uboshiwe...uzolani useduze kwami holding me tight...even though angfuni ukuba kuye i just wanna be held***

Zola:Ngyaxolisa sthandwa sami

Lona:Angazi nanokuthi ungene kanjani la!

Zola:Kodwa ubungamudubuli ngani ikhanda?

***Ngimbuke and we both laugh..***

Lona:That's your ex wife

Zola:Eyy uzenande ubuye ahanjelwe ingqondo..kodwake you can't sleep here tonight...kusamele ku clean(we)

Lona:Ngizo bhukha i wotela

Zola:Asikho isdingo..nginaso i space endlini yami

Lona:Hebana

Zola:Angeke ngenze lutho sthandwa

Lona:Musa ukungibiza ngesthandwa

Zola:Ngyaxolisa

***Ngithathe ukey wasendlini ngiphume...singene emotweni and he drive off***

Zola:Uzoke ungixolele kodwa baby?

***I sigh***

Lona:I hate umuntu onamanga zolani...ngisho ngabe sekthiwa yinto encane kanjani...ubonile ukuthi ukunyamalala kuka melokuhle kunglimaze kanjani...i use to cry at your arms ungthulisa kanti uyazi ukuthi umngan wami ukephi

Zola:Lapho besizitshela ukuthi sivikela umndeni wethu ngyaxolisa..

Lona:I hope umelokuhle angeke amnike uphilani elinye ithuba...he broke her beyond repairs...ngyazi ukuthi ubuyile kodwa ngathi omunye umuntu and that hurt..uphilani umushintshile umelokuhle..her eyes use to twinkle kodwa manje they are just empty...i can't even imagine izinto adlula kuzo..ubhuti wakho ungamasimba that's for sure

Zola:I know we fucked up..

Lona:Kuhle ngoba uyazi...worse part i ex yakho cishe yangbulala namuhla!

***Kukhale ifoni yami umelokuhle***

Lona:Shomi

Melo:Ohh thank goodness! Bengikhathazekile ngawe!!

Me:Relax I'm fine...

Melo:Awulimalanga?? Ngyeza lapho manje!!

Lona:Ngi right sthandwa sami..angikho endlini manje ngibhukhe iwotela

Melo:Ubhukha kanjani iwotela ekhaya kukhona lonathemba?!

Lona:It's okay shomi..bengidinga ukuba ngedwa

Melo:Fine...kodwa ksasa ekseni ngyeza! Send me i adress

***Avale ifoni and i sigh***

Lona:Ungbukani?

Zola:Ngiyiwotela mina?

Lona:Not now zolani pls...

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MELOKUHLE

***Gosh Inhliziyo yami icishe yama ngenkathi ulona engbhalela ukuthi kwenzakaleni...benglele ngase ngaphaphama ngayophuza amanzi ngase ngayibona...honestly i can't sleep...kungene i call from andile***

Me:Andile

Andile:Sondiya...yazi bengithi usulele

Me:Sekphele i hour ngivukile...ngathi uya driver nje?

Andile:Ngingaphandle

Me:What?!

Andile:Ngingaphandle kuhle

***Ngvuke embhedeni ngilunguze phandle and yes kukhona imoto yakhe..i just laugh***

Me:Kodwa andile

Andile:Ngiyakucela mama

Me:Give me 2mn

***Ngifake i gown and slippers bese ngyaphuma..ngivule umnyango ne gate ngiphume..angbuke emamatheka kune full moon namuhla and i can see his beautiful face..we hug...***

Andile:Noma sengingajika ngoba sengikubonile

***I smile***

Me:You're crazy shem

Andile:About you yes

***I smile***

Me:Bengithi uzofika next month...

Andile:Besengikukhumbule..ngizobuyela emumva ksasa

Me:Uzolalaphi?

Andile:I'll book a hotel

Me:Cha andile ku late manje...ama wotela akude kakhulu futhi...

Andile:Anginankinga mina..

Me:No..come

Andile:Hhayi ufuna ngibulawe umalume wakho

Me:Yingakho kumele ungabangi umsindo..let's go

***Akhiye imoto bese syangena ngvale nesango...singene sicothome siyaphezulu..ngivule ekamereni lami bese ngyavala and lock..***

Me:Uzohamba early kungakavuki muntu

Andile:Okay

***Ngikhiphe i blanket ekhabetheni nesqamelo..akhiphe ijezi lakhe kanye ne blukwe and i look away..usele nge vest ne trunk...***

Me:You can sleep on the couch

Andile:Ngingakuthusi uma sengihonqa

***I smile***

Me:Asazike uzomthola umalume..

***Alale kusofa bese ngibheka ezansi sibukane***

Me:Awucabangi ukuyobona umndeni wakho?

***Alale abheke phezulu...he always does this..akafuni ukkukhuluma ngabo***

Me:Pls talk to me..

Andile:I had a wife...

***He sighs***

Andile:Sasthandana kamnandi melokuhle...she was everything i have ever wanted..

Me:What happened to her?

Andile:Killed

Me:I'm sorry

Andile:It's okay..

Me:I hope nabathola ababulali..

Andile:Batholwa amaphoyisa benqunywe amakhanda

***Esho engbuka emehlweni his eyes cold as ice..he look away***

Andile:Umndeni wakhe wathatha ingane yami...abafuni ukuthi ngiybone...ba blame mina ngokushona kwakhe

Me:Ngyaxolisa...bengingaqondile ukukvusela izinhlungu

Andile:It's okay...ekugcineni i had to tell you..

***Aphenduke engbuka emamatheka***

Andile:Ngishiye konke ebengikwenza ngizokubona...it's been 2 months singabonani and i missed you

***I blush***

Me:I missed you too

***Amamatheke eveza isfaca sakhe esingihlanyisayo..ngivuke ngizolala kusofa angbuke confused bese ngiqamela kuye...amamatheke angcabuze isphongo***

Andile:I love you

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#MORNING.

PHILANI

***I just dropped sphiwe at school...ubejabule ebona abangani bakhe...i promised myself that i will be a better father to sphiwe...bese ngbuyela emsebenzini...well sinaba sebenzi abasha since ulona and melo besishiyile...ngingene kwi office lami i PA yami entsha inglandela..ubonga and he's gay ***

Bonga:Morning boss...nali i coffee lakho

Me:Ngyabonga

Bonga:Well namuhla uzobe une meeting with ZR clients...owh you're also invited kwi conference yakhona ngomgqibelo

***Aqhubeke akhulume ngimlalele until i feel her cologne..ngizwe ama qhoks akhe eclika phansi..ngiphakamise amehlo and there she is...ufake i black pants amubamnayo kanye ne shirt and blazer..ekhanda ulukile wase wadedela wafaka ne lipstick ebomvu..she look so damn gorgeous***

Me:Mashenge

Melo:Hi

Me:Sdedele bonga

Bonga:Okay, morn mem

Melo:Hi bonga

***Aphume ahambe..***

Me:Ungahlala phansi

Melo:Asikho isdingo..ngizolanda izinto zami ezasala kwi office

***I nod..ngsukume bese syahamba..i can't help but stare at her behind..i clear my throat ***

Me:Izona ezikwi box

Melo:Thank you

***Alihoshe ebuka phakathi***

Me:So...what's next?

***Angbuke...izinkophe zakhe ezinhle kanye namehlo akhe kungibuka..this woman is beautiful...i can't believe i had her ngangamphatha kahle***

Melo:Bengcabanga khona ukuvula eyami i company

Me:I can help you with that

Melo:There's no need..ngizoyivula e america so...

Me:Mashenge uyohlala e america?

Me:Yeah...ngenkathi ungyise khona ngafike ngathanda...so yes i want to relocate

Me:No andile?

***Angbuke...ngikhiphe umoya***

Me:Ngcela ungahambi Mashenge

***Ngsondele***

Melo:Stay away pls

***Ngsondele kuye ahlehle***

Melo:Philani!!

***Ngimvalele kwi corner ngimbuka emehlweni...ngibeke izandla emaceleni caging her in..isfuba sakhe is moving fast..umzimba wakhe unohlamvane..***

Me:Mashenge ngcela ungiphe i chance ubone ukuthi ngikuthanda kanjani...bengiyislima ngyakvuma lokho...i didn't consider your feelings futhi ingane yethu isishiyile ngenxa yami..ngsakthanda mashenge...ngikuthanda ngenhliziyo yami yonke

Melo:Let me go...

Me:Shono ukuthi awusangithandi melokuhle

Melo:Philani..

Me:SAY IT!!!

***Amehlo akhe agcwale izinyembezi ziphume and i wipe them off...***

Melo:I love you philani..

***I smile izinyembezi zigcwale amehlo***

Melo:Ngyakuthanda kodwa i can't be with you...ungizwise ubuhlungu philani and mina ngkhathele...i can't just unlove you ngoba uthando lwami beluyiqiniso...i hate that i still love you! I hate that i still care!! I hate that you still make me feel like this philani!! I want fo feel nothing for you..

Me:Uyanglimaza mashenge

***Angdushe asule izinyembezi bese eyangbuka***

Melo:You know what will make me happy?? To see your face and feel nothing

***Athathe izinto zakhe ahambe...ngihlale phansi Inhliziyo yami ngathi izoma..ngsukume ngivule amanzi ngiwaphuze...tears just drop from my face and i let them..****

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NOMKHOSI

***Ngi busy ngikorobha phansi ngiwasha nama toilet..usam umile uyangbuka usika ummese nge apple***

Sam:Ikhona kodwa into oyenzayo lapho sis?

Me:Ngyazama!

***Anikine ikhanda bese ekhipha iskero***

Sam:Iza la..

Me:N..ngcela unganglimazi ngizo clean

Sam:Eyy woza lana marn!!

***Ngsondele***

Sam:Letha la isandla sakho...

Me:Please

Sam:Eyy wena sfeb* sentombazane letha isandla marn uyeke ukunginyanyisa mina!!

***Ngislethe asbambe asbuke***

Sam:Mhhh...ileziynzipho ezikwenza ukuthi ungawenzi kahle umsebenzi

***Azinqume izinyembezi zizehlele***

Sam:Ayikho into engicika njengezi nyembezi..nakhona ezesgebengu esdala! Awusule ubuso engaze ngikusakaze mina..ulibele ilezinzipho ezi fake!

***Azinqume mayeqeda azilahle phansi***

Sam:Ngena la ugeze uyanuka manje

***Ame angbuke ephakamisa ishiya***

Sam:Umeleni?? Khumula!!

***Ngikhumule angbuke ekhotha umlomo..ngigeze and the water feel so good..ngizwe ngesandla eqolo***

Sam:Shhh...wamemeza la kuphelile ngawe!

***Ahambise izandla emzimbeni ngibambe izinyembezi***

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