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***Today is the day!! Umemulo ka zodumo and I'm really excited...ngivele ngakhumbula ngenkathi ngenzelwa owami...kleli viki bekufundelwa izintombi zishaya ingoma..well manje babuya emfuleni balele ezihlahleni coz bakhathele..syazisa sibenzela itiye namakhekhe coz they are so damn tired...I'm so proud of zodumo..she may not be a virgin kodwa akanangane and uziphethe kahle...nasemsamu bazobika ukuthi akayona intombi kodwa bayamenzela bagcina usiko...ngyazike kuzobe kugcwele la ethembisa ngoba abantu bayathanda ukuhamba imcimbi..umalume akazazi nokuthi ungubani igama indlela aphuza ngayo!***

Aunty:Uzulani ayikho into ake ayithathe crc..buka nje umshana wakhe uyemula kodwa yena udakwe utshwala

Zipho:Au uyamazi nje uzulani mzala ukuthi akaze aba sober..futhike nawe ukubonile utshwala okugcwele lapha..angphathi i decor kanye nokudla..

***Angbuke u aunty emamatheka***

Aunty:Bengeke kwenzeke konke lokhu ukube ubengekho umelo..ngyabonga mntanami

Me:Aww aunty you don't have to thank me...

Khethi:Asambe bo asambe izingane zilindile zilambile..ngo 1 kmele kuqalwe

***Sithathe izitsha siphume sihambe..sishone ezansi ezihlahleni bahlezi bayaxoxa..sibabekele ukudla..uzodumo agxume kqala***

Me:Cha ubusulambile mgonqi

***Behleke bonke...ngibashiye mase ngyobheka ukuthi everything is okay..u 12 iskhathi manje and no mama wemvunulo uyeza...I'm sure uyazibuza ukuthi kwenzakalani ngempilo yami..after that vision or dream i had ngaxoxela umah sahamba naye kumthandazi..washo izinto eziningi ezingithusayo kwanami nje angizikholwa..amadlozi aka philani why engakhethanga ukhosi since engiu makoti wabo? Bafuna mina ngbuyele khona lapha so that i can get hurt again..leyandawo i toxic kakhulu and angeke ngilunge..uyacabange nje sengibhovelwa unomkhosi! emsebenzini ngthole i leave since i fainted at work! I'm not complaining ngoba ukungamboni uphilani kungenza ngimkhohlwe...ngagcina ukumbona ngenkathi englethele ama pills and veggies after that i told him to go....well now sekuqaliwe kuyagqokwa mina ngizifakele my traditional dress kanye nezimbadada zami...ngilungise kahle i frontal yami..***

Lona:Kahle kahle okabani lomcimbi..

***I laugh***

Me:Wow you look beautiful girl

Lona:Thank you

***Aphenduke shaking her body and we both laugh..***

Lona:Yabona umuntu uma engabuyanga nendoda ngzovele ngbone ukuthi ayikho indaba yami

Me:Don't worry shomi I'm sure khona ozomthola...anyone would be lucky to have you

Lona:Eeww are you gay? Uyangfuna?

Me:What?!

***I burst out laughing..mnx lonathemba is crazy! Siphumeke umcimbi uqale siye esigcawini..uzodumo was really practising ngoba unyawo luyaphakama..I'm happy for her... ahlome umkhonto abantu beze nemali..behlome nomalume and he take his time..aze agiye sisukume emvakwakhe sililiza!! Nami ngihambe ngyochoma..i move my eyes and freeze as they meet his..umile ngasemotweni with his brothers...unkanyezi ahambe ayochoma imali which is a lot of money by the way!***

Lona:And he's here

***I sigh***

Lona:Ufuna ngimxoshe mngani?? Ngitshele and i will

Me:No don't...angfune drama let's just enjoy this day

***She nods while giving philani a death stare..umcimbi uze uphele bese abantu beyoshintsha thina sibe sisiza abantu be catering..abuye uzodumo wearing her lovely dress nabangani bakhe...i sigh..ngithathe ama plate aw4 ngiphake bese ngifaka kwi trey ngiphume nakho..i look for them everywhere until ngbone imoto ka philani...ngyekhona and nock on the window..aphume usyabonga engbuka***

Sya:Koti

Me:Nakhu ukudla

***He grins athathe ukudla unkanyezi and zolani bephume bethathe ukudla nabo..uphilani umile nezandla emaphaketheni....ngyekuye and give him his food without looking at him***

Phila:Mashenge

***That feeling again...inhliziyo ivele ishaye ngamandla as i feel shiver on my body..athathe ukudla***

Phila:Ngyabonga mama

***I ignore him ngbuyele endlini...ulonathemba ubenglunguza!***

Lona:Damn obhuti bakhe laba?!

Me:Omunye umnganwakhe

Lona:Ngfuna lona we top emnyama ngoba ngenkathi ngidlula uyena obengayfakile i ring and he's damn hot

***Ngbuke ngaphandle and laugh***

Me:Uzokubulala uzenande

Lona:Ubani lowo manje?

Me:His wife

Lona:Ushadile?

Me:Mhh

Lona:Eiish

***I laugh and walk away..kune party manje kuze kubamnyama ngaphandle..my phone rings..it's an unknown number***

Me:Hello?

Caller:Sthandwa sami ngcela uphume ngikubone

Me:Philani?

Phila:Ngyakuncenga mama

Me:Philani ngathi-

Phila:Ngyakwazi lokho...ngcela uzovalelisa

***I sigh and roll my eyes..***

Lona:Woza ngikukhaphe

***Ngimbuke***

Lona:Ohh come on ushadile uzolani ngzomenzani i just want to make sure u safe

***Sihambeke...umile wase wancika ngemoto..ulona amehlo akhe abheka uzolani ngyazi..uzolani aphume ekhuluma ne foni ngimbone ehleka yedwa ulona..i shake my head..ngiye ku philani he look good i don't wanna lie..leskibha asfakile siveza izandla zakhe ezinamamdla...nale jean ayfakile imkhipha igwegwe lakhe elincane..intshebe yakhe igundwe kahle kanye nekhanda...his lips are-***

Phila:Ngingowakho yazi..asikho isdingo sokungintshontsha

***I look away embarrassed..asondele engbambe amahlombe and i swear i went weak..asondele until our faces are inches apart..gosh lendoda..***

Phila:Ngikukhumbule mashenge

***Esho nge sexy low voice ngihlanganisa amathanga coz I'm getting wet down there...he smirks as if he knows what i just did..akhothe umlomo***

Phila:Awungikhumbuli?

Me:Phila

Phila:Yebo mama

***Isandla sakhe sikwi waist..cela ningisiza coz this man is seducing me...i can feel his thing poking my stomach***

Me:Phila this is wrong..i don't want to be with you

Phila:Ngampela?Awungibuke emehlweni uphinde futhi

***Our eyes lock and i swear i got lost in them..konke ebengzokusho kuvele kwashabalala and i wanna scream and curse..ngithi ngyasuka angiqinise***

Me:Abantu uma bengasbona sindawonye bazo-

Phila:Let them see i don't care

Me:Philani ngyakcela angiyfuni izinkinga

Phila:Qale uvume ukuthi ngikubone ksasa

Me:what?!

Phila:Ngyacela phela mashenge

***I sigh***

Me:Fine..ngdedele

***Amamatheke making my heart flip...angcabuze isphongo bese eyangdedela..i move back..***

Phila:Ngizokubonake nkosazane

***He has that huge smirk that i want to smack! Engene emotweni ngibambe ulona sihambe..ulokhu ebuka emumva***

Me:mngani...uzenande is a crazy woman trust me..angeke avume no zolani

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#MORNING

PHILANI

***Sisekhaya ekzn..sifike ekseni kakhulu yingakho nje ngizivukela manje...ubaba usbizile i wonder ufuna ukukhuluma ngani...ngimamatheke kancane uma ngicabanga umashenge...inkosazana emhlophe...i miss her..ngiphume ngiwashe ubuso namazinyo and head to the big house...uma ungena nje kunuka i breakfast..isisu smi sivele sikhale ngihlale phansi***

Mah:Yazi besengizonivusa ngamanzi abandayo!

Zolani:Mama sfike late izolo...

Nkayezi:And nglambile

***We dig in***

Me:Uphi vele ubaba?

Baba:Ngikhona

***Ahlale phansi naye***

Me:Baba usbizeleni?

Baba:Philani angakaphuzi netiye usunghlaba ngembuzo

Me:Ngyaxolisa baba ukuthi ngikhathazekile ngawe

Baba:Ngi right mina...umuntu engikhathazeke ngaye uwena philani...

Me:Mina?

Baba:Yebo...impilo yakho ayikho right sengwayo..umfazi wakho ukushiyile...no mamncane uhambile..uyazi nawe ukuthi isangoma sathini...angfuni ukulahlekelwa uwena yingakho ngimlandile unomkhosi

***Angene ukhosi efake ingubo emnyama ende kanye nomhezo..our eyes meet abuke phansi***

Me:Baba

Baba:Ngyazi ukuthi ubuzozilungisela kodwa niyadinga ukukhuluma nomkakho..hlala phansi nomkhosi

***Ahlale far away from me***

Baba:Ufikile kimi untabazyadumazonke washo ukuthi umamkhulu kumele agezwe ngoba unefa elimnyama..kumele nihlale phansi nikhulume ngomshado wenu...nomkhosi

Khosi:Baba

Baba:Ngyazi ukuthi kunzima ukuthi ukwamukele konke lokhu mntanami...kodwa ngicela ukhumbule ukuthi i communication no mnyeni wakho i balulekile...ukuhlonipha kwakho kusho okukhulu...ngikulandile ngoba nakhu ngifuna nizo-

"Ngafika kahle niphelele"

***Uqaphelani angene akhiphe isgqoko asbuke sonke while smirking...umama akhale asukume ayomuhaga..ngsukume and stare at him***

Me:Ufunani la?

Qaphela:Ikithi la ndoda noma usukhohliwe

***Abuke ukhosi who is shaking and smirk***

Qaphela:Makoti ka bhuti uyaphila?

***Abuke indlu and nod..bese ehlala phansi eyadla***

Baba:I see usubuyile emcashweni..bengithi usathanda ukudlala umacashelana mina

Qaphela:Iskhathi sokucasha siphelile manje...ngizolanda okungokwami

***Esho nge smirk abuke mina no khosi...ukhosi aphume fast..asukume uqaphela angbuke emehlweni nami ngimbuke****

Qaphela:Usunethezeke kakhulu lule mpilo yami philani..kphelile lokho ngbuyile manje

Me:I owe you nothing qaphela ungangidakelwa mina

Qaphela:Owhh but you do...mhhh uphi usphiwe? Umshana wami vooo!

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NOMKHOSI

***I get in my car and bang the wheel...i burst out crying...i can't lose philani..not because of this...i cry until i calm down..ngisule izinyembezi..kube ne nock ewindini lami..uphilani..ngehle ngimbuke..he frowns when he look at my eyes***

Phila:Ubukhala?

Me:I..I'm fine..

Phila:Mahlase kukhona into ofuna ukungitshela yona?

***My blood goes cold! Umjululo ugcwale izandla! Tears fill my eyes..does he know?***

Me:S..Sengwayo...

Phila:Ukhalelani?

Me:Ngyaxolisa phila...uyazi ukuthi ngikuthanda ngenhliziyo yami yonke..all this didn't doesn't mean anything kwakuyiphutha pls forgive me!!

***He frown and i just cry..i won't live with myself if uphilani englahla..***

Phila:Ukhuluma ngani?

***I quickly wipe my tears and look at him..he doesn't know??***

Phila:Nomkhosi?

Me:Ngixolisa ngakho konke engikwenzile philani..i want this marriage to work..ngihlalile phansi ngacabanga..i want you philani...if you have to take a second wife it's fine ngyavuma

***He sighs***

Phila:Angazi noma ngikukholwe yini..nakqala wakhuluma kanje kodwa izenzo zakho zasho okunye

Me:I know, ngyakuthanda philani futhi bengingafuni ukulahlekelwa uwena..i..i just couldn't bare it coz you love her more than me

***His face softens..asondele kimi and wipe my tears..ngimubambe izandla and i silently cry in his arms***

Phila:Ayikho into enjalo themba lami...you will always be my first love nomkhosi...ngicela ungaliqhathanisi uthando lwethu..ningabantu abahlukile futhi nginithandela zona lezinto enihluke ngazo..akekho engimthanda ukudlula omunye ngoba enhlizweni yami niyalingana

Me:I'm sorry for all this mess philani...I'm sorry..pls let's try again

Phila:Musa ukukhala phela...

***Angcabuze isphongo and i melt in his strong arms***

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QAPHELA

***I know that umama kuphela ojabule njengoba ngbuyile..angazi ukuthi ngagcina nini ukuhlala ekhaya kanjena..ngizihlalele nebhodlela lami***

Baba:Oke ube sober nje empilweni yakho qaphela

Qaphela:Sawbona baba...father of the year..ubaba onama favourite

***I chuckle***

Baba:Uphezu kwani qaphela?

Qaphela:Ukhuluma ngani baba?

Baba:Ngyazi ukuthi angeke uvele ubuye ngokuthula..i hope awuzile ukuzodala izinxabano laykhaya

Qaphela:Mhh..uhlezi ungicabangela okubi yazi..

***I chuckle***

Qaphela:Kwesinye iskhathi ngike ngizibuze ukuthi uyangzala yini

Baba:Qaphela!!

Qaphela:What?! Uhlezi ungibeka ngaphansi wena..ayikho into esile engingayenza emehlweni akho..only your precious philani can right?

Baba:Angeke ngiqale lento nawe manje...mina i want the best for you qaphela that why i kept pushing you!

Qaphela:Calling me a failure baba!! Hhhu??! A fucken failure!! You saw me as nothing!! Ngangilokhu ngifuna uthando lwakho kodwa ungincisha baba!!! Uphilani athole 90% athole imoto mina ngthole 80% uthi angizame next time!! Uyangizala kodwa hhe?! Uyazi ukuthi I've been through shit ngenxa yakho baba??! Uyazi ukuthi ngisaba ngisho ukuzibuka esbukweni coz I'm not man enough!! Ngsaba ngisho ukuthanda umuntu wesfazane ngoba angazi ukuthi uthando yini!!

***Uphilani umile nezandla emaphaketheni..ubuso bakhe bungitshela ukuthi uyayizwa le pain engiyizwayo kodwa i don't buy that shit..ngsukume sbukane***

Qaphela:Ngizohlezi ngiyisthunzi sakho right!

Phila:Qaphela akukho njalo ubaba usthanda sobabili

***Ngihleke ngize ngishaye izandla***

Qaphela:Bullshit!!! Bullshit!! Lo uthanda wena sonke syakwazi lokho!!

***Kufike no khosi ame eduze kwa philani***

Qaphela:You always take things away from me philani!! Kodwa manje i will destroy you!! Le family le eniyidlalayo izophela nya!! Umndeni wami lo Uyezwa?!

Phila:Usubhema insangu hhe??!!

Qaphela:Mutshele nomkhosi!! You're mine!! No sphiwe naye ingane yami!! Awuna twaa wena philani!!

Khosi:Qaphela stop pls!!

Qaphela:What??! Usuyamthanda hhe?! Usukhohlwe ngisho i plan yethu!! Well well..I'm sure uzojabula ubafo uma umutshela ukuthi wamubulala kanjani umfazi wakhe oyiwele lakho waqede wathatha indawo yakhe!

***Uphila aze kimi and throw a mean punch that i spit blood..ngbuye nami and punch him***

Phila:Amanga lawo!! Fucken lies!!

Qaphela:Awnalutho wena!! Ukhosi ungowami no sphiwe owami!!! Umfazi wakho la akhona usebolile manje!!

Khosi:Philani plss!! Philani!!

Baba:Yekani le nonsense nina!!

***Asuke kimi angbuke...bese ebuka ukhosi..the pain and confusion in his eyes is visible..i smile coz that what i wanted..***

Phila:Iqiniso??

Khosi:Sengwayo ngyacela askhulume..ngyakucela..

Phila:IQINISO NA??!

Qaphela:It's true..we even fucked on your weeding day

***Next thing iqupha lakhe lisebusweni bami ngiwe phansi kuphihlike netafula..ngizwa ngesbhamu ekhanda lami..***

Qaphela:Ngdubule philani!!! Ngdubule ngifee!! Kodwa angeke kushintshe ukuthi ubungibambele umndeni wami..they are mine not yours

Mah:Philani beka isbhamu ngyakcela..

Baba:Philani yehlisa umoya

***Ukhosi uyakhala ubuka uphila...asukume afake isbhamu sakhe ngemumva ahambe..sizwe imoto isiduma..umzimba wami is in pain..umama angsakaze ngempama ngimbuke shocked***

Mah:Angikwazi uma usubole kangaka qaphelani..uze umosha impilo ka bhuti wakho!! Ngfuna uphume uphele emzini wami...

***Ahambe...ngsukume ngbuke ukhosi***

Khosi:I hate you qaphela...i hate you!!

Qaphela:Unamanga uyangthanda you loved it everytime we fucked..ngfuna ingane yami futhi!! fast nxh

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