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PHILANI

***How could I be so stupid !! Njengamanje ngya driver ngyakohlala endlini yami enye ..ngaze ngayislima ,sengicabanga nokuthi ngihamba namabhadi kanti futhi nento enhle ngathi ayingifanele ,ngilokhe ngizimoshela mina impilo yami yonke into engiyithintayo iyonakala FUCK NOMKHOSI ,FUCK FUCK FUCK
SHIT!! , njengamanje ngyadinga ukuthi ngibambe namabhodlela noma amabili amathathu..ngiphaphame sengingena kwi gate lasemzini kababa nabo basazolokhe bengibuza izinto ezining...ngiphume ngyovula ngizwa ngathi nenhliziyo izophuma ngomlomo..ngfonele uzolani***

Zola:Sure?

Me:Awuze e beach house notshwala obuningi

Zola:Sekwenzenjani?

Me:Yenza lokhu engikushoyo zolani

***Ngivale ifoni bese ngikhipha i jacket ngibambe ikhanda...izinyembezi zyashisa emehlweni..umelokuhle ngimhathise okodoti..kodwa why elivumile lelicala?? Ngihlale phansi emvakweskhathi uzolani afike ephethe utshwala..ngivule ibhodlela ngilishaye lize lyophela! Ngudonse elinye***

Zola:Philani kwenzenjani?!

Me:I'm fucked..i fucked up bafo..ngimoshile and ngyazi angeke angixolele

Zola:Ukhuluma ngani?!

Me:Kade ngsandakufika manje ngezwa ukhosi ekhuluma ethi akuyena umelokuhle owamshayisa unomkhosi

Zola:Fuck what?!

Me:Ubekhuluma nomawakhe...I'll fucken kill her zolani!! FUCKK!!

Zola:Saybona i footage kwavela umelokuhle

Me:Uzekhethelo wakhipha eyakhe i footage kwasala eka melokuhle esemile eduze kwakhosi...

Zola:Ukhosi ubazi sonke leskhathi wangasho lutho?

Me:Ukhosi angfuni ngisho ukumbona ngoba ngzombulala zolani...fuck!!

***Umelokuhle was innocent sonke leskhathi kodwa mina akaze ngimkholwe...ngaze ngamuzwisa ubuhlungu and right now ngimphuce ingane ngento engekho***

Me:Kmele ngkhulume no melokuhle bafo..fuck!!

Zola:Shit...iphi ingane?

Me:Ino mama ekhaya..

Zola:Angeke uhambe unjena..

Me:I don't give a fuck bafo!! Kmele ngimbone umelokuhle

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MELOKUHLE

***Ngiqeda ukupheka ekhishini...honesty lihle lelikhishi and likhulu..mangiqeda ngiwashe izinto ekade ngizisebenzisa bese ngyaphaka..u andile aqhamuke..ufake i short kanye ne vest...damn those arms...ok don't look at me like that nami i have eyes..***

Andile:You didn't have to cook

Me:I wanted to..besides besengkhathele uklokhu ngilele

Andile:Kunuka kamnandi

***Amamatheke***

Andile:Angazi ngagcina nini ukudla ukudla okuphekwe ekhaya

***I see a hint of sadness on his face nezwi lakhe nje..***

Me:Are you okay?

***He nods...athathe ukudla bese sihlala phansi***

Andile:Cha uyalishaya ibhodwe baby..

***He feeeze and look at me..i just smile***

Andile:I'm sorry about that

Me:Ngafundiswa umama ukupheka...

***Inhliziyo ivele ishone phansi mangicabanga ngo mama..***

Me:Angazi ukuthi baqhuba kanjani without me

***Angthinte isandla sbukane emehlweni***

Andile:Ngyathembisa ukuthi uma kuphela le weekend uzobe usukwazi ukuhamba...kade usandokuzala therefore abakuvumeli ukuthi uhambe nge flight..after a week uyakwazi

Me:Why ungenzela konke lokhu?

***Amamatheke***

Andile:Yingoba ngyakthanda sondiya

***My heart beat fast..i lick my lips and he stare at them bese engbuka emehlweni and i see him swallow***

Andile:Sondiya..

***Ngsondele and kiss his lips...they are so soft and cold...angbambe isihlathi and deepen the kiss..gosh ngizwe ugesi emzimbeni and my lady part is screaming..we both pull out catching our breath..amamatheke***

Andile:Wow

***Ngihleke kancane ngibuka phansi***

Me:Idla ukudla kwakho...

***He chuckles and eat..sibuke i tv masqeda sihambise izitsha ekhishini angsize ngokuziwasha..***

Andile:Come

***Alethe isandla sakhe ngisthathe bese sihlala kusofa..ahlale bese ngiqamela kuye..***

Andile:Uma uyithola ingane yethu ithini i plan?

***I sigh***

Me:Ngfuna nokubona umndeni wami andile...angazi nanokuthi banjani lapha abakhona..i can't wait to go back home...kodwa i feel like i like america..ngingathanda ukuzohlala la uma konke sekulungile

***He grins and kiss my cheek***

Andile:Ngizohlezi ngikhona sondiya...angfuni ukukuphuthuma ngizokulinda uze uphole..

***Ngimubambe isandla sibukane emehlweni..***

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LONATHEMBA

***Ngiphuma emsebenzini sengyongena nasendlini...I'm so tired! Ngibona ngemoto nje i pake kwi gate and i roll my eyes..ngivule i gate bese eyaphuma emotweni***

Me:Ufunani?

Zola:Ngicela sikhulume

Me:Khuluma

Zola:Phandle?

Me:Ufuna ukukhulumaphi? emelika?

Zola:Sthandwa sami ngi-

Me:Eyy mina angfuni ukulokhu ngizwa unyori emlomeni wakho zolani..nathatha umelokuhle nayomphosa emelika ekhulelwe!! Ekhulelwe zolani umawakhe waze wagula wacishe washona ngenxa yenu!!

***kuphume izinyembezi ethi uyasondela engthinta ngihlehle..***

Me:Ngangihlezi ngikhalela ezandleni zakho ungduduza kanti wena uyalazi iqiniso!!

Zola:Look..ngyazi ngimoshile lonathemba kodwa nami bengithi ngivikela umndeni wami

Me:Angnandaba mina nalokho...yabona konke lokhu showed me ukuthi awungithandi!!

***Asondele holding my face ngithi ngyasuka aqinise***

Zola:Ngyakthanda lona ungalinge ukungabaze lokho...ngitshele ukuthi ngenzeni ngizokwenza ps don't shut me out

Me:Into ongayenza ukuthatha lemoto yakhe uhambe la ungaphinde futhi ubuye..angfune lutho ezonghlanganisa nawe! Ngfuna umnganami zolani!!!

***Ngingene ngimshiye kanjalo***

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NOMKHOSI

***Uphilani akaziwabambi ama calls ami...angazi ukuthi ngenzenjani manje...he can't leave me!! Uphilani is my life! My high school lover and my first in everything!ngehle ngyezansi usphiwe ubuka i tv...ngihlale phansi lokhu ngibuka ifoni...ngfisa engathi akaze ayizwe leya comment..kube khona onockayo maybe it's him..ngsheshe ngyovula and my eyes widen***

Him:Nomkhosi zungu...syakubeka ngokubulaa uzekhethelo mchunu konke ofuna ukukusho uzokusho phambili...

***Ngvele ngibe dizzy bangfake ozankosi***

Me:Mavis fonela unothando afonele ummeli wami

Mavis:Yes madam

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PHILANI

***Ngigcine ngfikile emelika and it's was difficult to track melokuhle kodwa ngthole ukuthi uhlala no andile...I'm angry as hell...njengamanje ngingaphandle emall coz ungene ngaphakathi...kungene i call from mah***

Me:Mama

Mah:Philani kmele uphuthume uze ekhaya!!

Me:Kwenzenjani?!

***She break down and cry ngizwe inhliziyo yami ishaya ngamandla..***

Me:Mama kwenzenjani?!!

Baba:Ndodana

Me:Baba kwenzenjani umama ukhalelani??! Unkanyezi u right?!

Baba:Ingane ayisekho emhlabeni

***Inhlizyo ivele ime kube ngathi umhlaba uyazula***

Me:Uthini kimi baba?

Baba:Umawakho ubethi uyomvusa ngoba ubelele kodwa wangavuka

***Ifoni iwephansi kwehle izinyembezi...kuqhamuke umelokuhle and she frown***

Melo:Philani?!

***Aze kimi engbuka***

Melo:Uzoletha ingane yami?! Iphi?!

***Alunguze emotweni avule neycabha..bese eyabuya angbambe i shirt***

Melo:Iphi ingane yami philani?!! Ngfuna ingane yami!!

Andile:Yehlisa umoya...

Melo:Ingane yami angiykhumbuli ngisho ukuthi injani philani...ngyakucela ubuyise ingane yami

Me:Ngyaxolisa melokuhle.

Melo:Uxolisani philani ngnike ingane yami

Me:U..unkanyezi.

Melo:Wenzeni unkanyezi?

Me:Usishiyile mashenge

***Ngizwe ngempama eshisayo..angbuke inzondo igcwele emehlweni akhe***

Melo:FUCK YOU PHILANI YEZWA??! I WANT MY CHILD UNGAZONGITSHELA LOWO DOTI!!!

***She sobs loud u andile amubambe***

Melo:MY CHILD PHILANI!! INKANYEZI YAMI PHILANI!!!

***I slide down and cry...umelokuhle angbambe ngamawashing pain written on her face***

Melo:Philani ngcela ingane yami!!!

***Amubambe u andile akhalele ezandleni zakhe...inhliziyo yami ayisoze yaphola..her cries cut deep***

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