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PHILANI

***I take a long deep breath before entering the house..umelokuhle was right..bekungamele ngimshiye yedwa in the first place..kodwa bengithi ngimnika i space ngoba ubengangfuni eduze kwakhe...***

Me:Sphiwe uphi umawakho?

Sphiwe:Upstairs

Me:Ama homework enziwe?

Sphiwe:Yes papa

***Uzibukela ama movie...nginyuke ngyephezulu ngimfice ehlezi embhedeni ebuka ngaphandle...esandleni uphethe a glass of wine...ngfike ngidonse isitulo ngizohlala phambi kwakhe..amehlo akhe abomvu and so is her whole face***

Me:Mahlase

***She doesn't respond..aqhubeke abuke ewindini elikhulu***

Me:Angikaze futhi angisoze ngayeka ukukuthanda mina..you're my first love nomkhosi ungumama wezingane zami isithandwa senhliziyo yami...ngyazi ukuthi ngikulimazile kodwa ngcela ungizwe ukuthi ngiqhamukaphi...

***Angbuke***

Me:Nglalele sthandwa sami mina ngiyakuthanda angeke ngikukhohlise ukuthi ngizoba nesthembu lokho akusho ukuthi i love you any less futhi akusho ukuthi uyashoda..uphelele mama uyikho konke engikfunayo kumuntu wesifazane awushodi ngalutho..ngifuna uma uzibuka esbukweni ungalokhu uzibuza imibuzo yokuthi engabe ushoda ngani..kodwa ngfuna uziqhenye ngokuba nguwe sthandwa sami futhi uhlale wazi ukuthi mina ngiyakuthanda futhi angisoze ngakudedela...themba lami uyazi nawe angikaze ngadlala ngawe futhi angeke ngidlale ngawe ngicela ungithembe makoti ka mama...

***Amehlo akhe agcwale izinyembezi ngimsule ngimubambe izandla..***

Me:Ngibuke emehlweni mahlase...lenhliziyo ayisoze yayeka ukukuthanda nokukuhlonipha mkami...ngicela ungivumele ngenze lento ngoba angeke ngikwazi ukuqhubeka ungekho eduze kwami..ngyakudinga mahlase

Khosi:I..I'm scared philani

Me:Ungasabi sthandwa ngikhona angiyi ndawo..ngizohlezi nginawe...

***Ngimsule Izinyembezi and she hug me tight...ngiqamelise ikhanda lami ehlombe lakhe and ex

sigh deeply...her scent reminds me of the old good days...our eyes lock..***

Me:Ngyakuthanda mahlase

***Angbuke avale amehlo aqamele kimi...ngimbeke kahle embhedeni and then i run her a bubble bath..ngibuye ngimkhumule bese ngimufaka emanzini...ngthathe ispontshi ngimugeze***

Khosi:Uyakhumbula siye kwi honeymoon?

***Ngimamatheke***

Me:Walala indlela yonke wavuka usukhala uthi awbonanga lutho

***Ahleke and that warm my heart..her laughter is music to my ears***

Khosi:I was pregnant hau

Me:Ungatefi kanje!

Khosi:Ngimkhulu..ngingakwazi ngisho ukuhamba

Me:You were sexy though..

Khosi:Owh pls ngangimubi...ngisho ikhala lami lalilide

***We both laugh...i run the sponge on her beautiful glowing body...after I'm done ngimuqukule and dry her bese ngyamgcoba...ngicinge ama pijama akhe ngimugqokise...ahlale phansi ngimushuqule kahle ekhanda...***

Khosi:Where did you two meet?

Me:Saqale sahlangana ngenkathi ngicishe ngimushayise then sahlangana emsebenzini

Khosi:Usebenza nawe?

Me:Yes

Khosi:Do i know her?

Me:Maybe..

Khosi:Philani lento inzima nakimi angeke ngiqambe amanga! Ukuthola ukuthi indoda yakho ithanda omunye umuntu kubuhlungu...it's hard to accept..ngcela unginike isikhathi ngizame ukuyizwa kahle lento

Me:Ngyakuzwa mahlase

***Ngimfake engubeni aqamele esfubeni sami***

Khosi:Emvakokuthi sixabane you left..uhambile waya kuye?

***I shift uncontrollably***

Me:Sthandwa ngicela uma sisembhedeni wethu singakhulumi ngabanye abantu

Khosi:Owh..so uhambile waya kuye...waphinde wabuya?

Me:Uthe angbuyele kuwe ngoba uyangidinga...

Khosi:Mhhh shuthi sekwazi yena manje

Me:Mahlase

Khosi:Okay...so uzombika nini?

Me:Uma sekuvume wena njengo mamkhulu

Khosi:Mhh

***Ngigibele phekwakhe and stare at her lips..i dive in and kiss her..ngizwe usengwayo evuka and i press him on mahlase as she moans in my mouth...i pull her pijamas off and stare at her beautiful body..i suck on her neck ngehle njalo while she moans out loud...***

Me:Ngicela ungidlisa mama kade ngalamba mina

Khosi:P..philaniiii

Me:Mkami

Khosi:Yesssss touchh me thereee!

Me:Kuphi?

***Athathe isandla sami and put it on her nana i smirk as i pull her panties of and I'm met by her beautiful shaved nana i my body instantly shake and as for my dick it's hard asf***

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KHOSI

***His tounge is deep into my nana and I'm moaning out loud right now...thank god i room lethu li sound proofed! I feel my body shake as an orgasm hit me hard***

Me:Phila!!!!

***Ngivale amehlo anyuke and kiss my slow and deep...i feel his hard dick pressed against me and i moan..***

Me:Baby pls...

Phila:Ucelani mama?

Me:Pls fuck me

***He smile widely showing his perfect teeth argg i know I'm angry with him kodwa kade ngagcina...i feel him enter me and we both moan***

Phila:Fuck!

***He stop moving angbuke emehlweni***

Phila:Ngyakuthanda mama

Me:Nami ngiyakuthanda...

***He start to thrust i hold the sheet as i moan out of pleasure...he fucks me hard and deep as my eyes rolls like the end of tomorrow***

Me:Ohhh Yesss!!!! Phila!! Ahhh!!!

***Another orgasm hit me and i explored but he continues to fuck me...angphendule chest down ass up and fuck me hard...***

Phila:Fuckk mahlase!!!

Me:Yess yess!!!

***We both reach an orgasm as i feel his seed inside and deep into me...nglale phansi with a numb body...angicabuze isphongo and whisper into my ear..alale eceleni kwami bese eyangisondeza...***

Phila:Ngyakuthanda mahlase

***I fall into lala land with his arms holding me...I'm addicted to this man and i know that i wouldn't be able to live without him...sengizibona ngikwindawo enhle and I'm wearing a beautiful attire...ngime eduze kwa phila and sigqoke ngokufana...i smile at him..khona lapho sesisendlini egcwele abantu abadala ogogo ababili babambe omunye usis beza naye kithi kodwa bamuvalile ubuso...ugqoke njengathi naye..ame eduze kwa philani naye bese abadala bayakikiza***

Voice:Ningabakhethiweyo!! Manzini! Gwabini! Bonyama kayishi isha ngamaphephezeli!!

***Bekikize and i wake up fast ngiphefumula phezulu...what did i just dream?! Liqonde ukuthini!! I feel philani's arms pulling me closer...i drift back to sleep***

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#MORNING

MELOKUHLE

***I woke up with the strange dream...bengikwenyindawo kugcwele abantu abadala bengibambile...bekukhona uphilani nomfazi wakhe...ngiphethwe yikhanda manje...anyways I'm getting ready for work now....namuhla it's raining! Ngivele ngazifakela i jean eblue kanye ne shirt nama boots abrown ngase ngafaka i jazi elikhulu elimnyama..ekhanda ngenze istayela seduku and i applied my pink lipstick...okay I'm on my way to work nakhona ngilandwe u driver ka philani...those were his orders...mangfika ngfice uphilani engakafiki...i go straight to my office ngivule amawindi and start working...isikhathi sihambe and still uphilani akakafiki..i guess akezi namuhla emsebenzini...anyways wonke ama files abalulekile ngiwabheke bese ngyowabeka kwi desk lakhe...kungene i text from philani***

Phila:"Nkosazane, ngyathemba ulale kahle mama...angeke ngibekhona namuhla emsebenzini you can take a day off...Ngiyakuthanda mashenge wami"

***I smile and shake my head...anyways ngiqhubeke ngisebenze...mangiqeda ngipakishe ezinye izinto engizoziqedela ekhaya...***

Lona:Girl ngithi awukho yazi!

Me:Hey...bese ngithi ngyahamba nje

Lona:Wenzani namuhla ebsuku?

Me:Ngizobe nglele

Lona:Boring...kune club esiya kuyo no zinhle asambe

Me:Mina nama clubs?

Lona:Come on melo una 28 let's go and enjoy!!

Me:Kumele ngiqedele lama files

Lona:You will...okwamanje asambeni syophuza sidakwe

Me:Lonathemba ngi...

Lona:Pick you up at 8 bye!

***Aphume eshesha and i groan...ngithathe ama files ngiphume ngyemotweni***

Me:Uhm driver can you pls take me to the mall

Him:Okay mem

***Adumise imoto ayekhona...i wonder if uphilani uzilungisile izinto phakathi kwakhe no khosi...sifike emall ngihambe ngyothenga...well ngidinga i coffee kahle kahle njengoba kubanda nje...ngfike ngthenge mangphenduka ngibone ukhosi,her son and philani...uphilani ugquba inqola indodana yakhe ihlezi khona bese ukhosi uphethe izinto and ngathi bayaphikisana...then they laugh..bejike beze ngakimi..ohh jehova ngphenduke fast ngizibukise izinto bese beyangidlula...uphilani aphenduke kancane ebuka ngakimi kodwa ukhosi amutshengise something...ngihambe ngingabheki emumva but i can feel his eyes on me! I pay for the coffee fast ngiphume ngihambe...i sigh uma ngingena emotweni and the driver start the engine...well i guess today i family day kubo? Ohh well it's must not bother me...i mean ngyazi ukuthi unomndeni uphilani..mangfika endlini ngikhiphe ijazi and start working on these files...mangqeda ngihambe ngyogeza bese ngfaka ingubo enomkhono bese iba mfishane..it's flufy ngezansi ngase ngafaka nama boots amade amnyama..ekhanda ngibophe kade bese ngixhuma igoda and i do my make up...okay i look good...i take pictures and post on my whattap status...***

Lona:Girlll!!! I hope u ready!

Zinhle:Damn girl you have a nice place

***Ngphume ngiye kubo and they both gasp***

Zinhle:Yeses..you look sexy

Lona:I think I'm bisexual

Me:Thank you...nani niyashisa moss

Zinhle:Let's go girls!!

***Siphumeke and lock...bese singena kwi moto and we head straight to the club...masfika kugcwele and ingoma iyasho...sihlale phansi sithenge utshwala and we drink...***

Lona:My song!!!

***Asukume eya kwi dance floor afike adanse and we cheer her on!! Sisukume nathi with our drinks as we dance!!***

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NOMKHOSI

***Uphilani left with syabonga no nkanyezi..ngihlezi no zenande eduze kwe pool and we're sipping on wine..***

Zenande:I'm sorry friend..kodwa kade ngasho ukuthi uphilani is not for you

Me:Usho ukuthini?

Zenande:Uzosimela isthembu friend?

Me:Ngsacabanga

Zenande:Mina ngbona kukuhle uvele umshiye...i mean unemali yakho ne business ungavele uziqalele kabusha

***I laugh and sip on my wine***

Me:Yes kulula ukusho njalo kodwa ukukwenza akukho lula..angphathi if umthanda umuntu...yes uma ngthanda ngingamshiya vele uphilani ngihambe nje...kodwa i can't and won't...maybe you will understand one day uma usuthole umuntu omthandayo...umuntu ongeke uphile engekho...you can have all the money emhlabeni kodwa it's can't buy love and happiness...angeke ngvele ngishiye umshado wami nomuntu engimthandayo ngizobe ngizilimaza more...

Zenande:You love him

Me:You have no i dea..

***I sigh***

Me:I'm pregnant

Zenande:What??!!

Me:Ngthole namuhla...I'm 2 months preg...

Zenande:Have you told him?

Me:Angikastholi isikhathi

***Angphuce i wine***

Me:It's non alcohol

Zendande:It's doesn't matter....congratulations by the way

Me:Thanks...

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MELOKUHLE

***I have never drank like this in my whole life..everything is spinning! Even my head is heavy...we're on the dance floor and my feet hurt so bad but i won't sit..***

Zinhle:We should do this every Friday!!!

Lona:wuuuu!!!

***Ngizwe ngomuntu esengibamba isandla...ngimbuke kahle...ohho uphilani..***

Me:P..philani...come on let's dance

Phila:Asambe

Me:ngfuna ukudansa philani

***Angqukule athathe nezinto zami...sphume phandle and smooth air cool me...angfake emotweni naye angene...uhamba yedwa namuhla not with his driver..***

Phila:Usuyisdakwa manje wena?

Me:Philani i..i was dancing

***He click his tounge bese syahamba...he's jews are clenched...ngimubambe ingalo***

Me:Damn baby you work out? You're sexy marn munt'wam

***I see a smile on his face anikine ikhanda***

Phila:Uphuze ngampela nerh...

Me:I'm drunk in loveeeee

***Ngsukume ngizohlala kuye and he groans***

Phila:I'm driving marn kuhle!

***Ngimubambe ashayele while ngihlezi kuye***

Me:Wena wangfakela i love portion yingakho ngikuthanda kangaka...

Phila:Uyangithanda?

Me:Mhhh kakhulu futhi

***He smells nice...ngigcine ngizumekile ngiphaphame sengizwa amanzi abandayo...yeses uphila ungifake kwi shower and I'm cold***

Me:Phila!

Phila:Ngyakuphaphamisa sbhengane

***Bese eyangkhipha and dry me...angigcobe angigqokise...***

Me:Baby I'm not drunk yabo

***Ngime ngonyawo olulodwa ngiwe and i laugh..***

Me:Yabona mashlangenee impilo ibaa mnandi!! Masibe happy munt'wami

***Angiqukule and put me undercovers...bese engicabuza isphongo...ethi uyahamba ngimubambe***

Me:Stay...it's been so long manzini ngicela ungibambe

***He sigh***

Phila:I can't stay mashenge...

***As drunk as i am i can still feel my heart tie itself into knot...i just nod coz i understand that he has to be with his wife..even though it's hurt me coz i haven't been with him for a long time...i close my eyes and sleep with a heavy heart..***

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