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MELOKUHLE

***Angazi noma ngkhale or ngphume ngokushesha kuleli room...ukhosi uyangbuka with a frown on her face
angene ebuka uphilani bese ebuka mina***

Khosi:What are you doing here?

Me:Uhm...i...u mr zungu is my boss...bengizwile ukuthi ungene engozini nganquma ukuzombona

Khosi:Owh...bengingazike ukuthi sekunomsebenzi omusha..you are?

Me:His PA...

***She nods bese eyohlala phansi..uyambona nje ukuthi ukhathele...i say a quick prayer ngoba akaze angizwe ngkhuluma..***

Me:How is he?

Khosi:He's gonna be fine...ngyamazi uphilani umnyeni wami and uzovuka

***She sighs***

Khosi:Bekungamele ngimshiye...i was a fool yazi

Me:B...benihlukene?

Khosi:Bengimsola ukuthi he's cheating on me and i left...

***I swallow hard ngibuka phansi..***

Me:I..i have to go

Khosi:Wait...

***Ngphenduke ngimbuke...asukume***

Khosi:Kunama phepha ekmele ngiwasayine kwi office la dokotela..bengcela usale naye ngize ngbuye

Me:Ngi...

Khosi:Ngizophuthuma...thank you!

***Aphume eshesha and i sigh..ngihlale phansi watching philani...owh how can i forget ukuthi muhle kanjani..amashiya akhe and his skin?? His lips and eyes!! I smile to myself uvalo luthi heqe..ngimbone enyakaza kancane ngsukume fast***

Me:Philani?

***Avule amehlo azikhiphe lento ye oxygen avuke***

Me:Ungazilimazi!

Philani:Fuck...

***Ngimnike amanzi awaphuze..bese ngimlungisela isqamelo ngimlalise kahle...our eyes lock and i can't help but smile and cry at the same time***

Phila:Mashenge

***Esho nge voice ehusky kwavele kwenza izinyembezi ziphume kakhulu..i wipe them away***

Me:Manzini

***Amamatheke as we keep on staring each other...angene ukhosi and throw herself in philani's arms bese eyakhala***

Khosi:I thought i lost you...

Phila:Shhh mahlase ngikhona angiyendawo..

***Amcabuze isphongo and i look away...***

Khosi:Ungaphinde uyenze lento philani..uyazi ukuthi angikwazi ukuhlala ngaphandle kwakho...bengzothini ku sphiwe esengbuza ubaba wakhe? Yabona sengthola leya call kube ngathi umhlaba wami wonke uyaphela..i can't lose you sengwayo i can't...

***Aqale phansi akhale abeke ikhanda esfubeni sika phila...angbuke uphilani and i fake a smile...is it selfish of me uma nami ngifuna ukumubamba and hug him like that? To cry in his arms because i felt like i was losing my mind ngithi angeke avuke? I push those thoughts away because i know that deep down nomkhosi is the wife here and i am...his mistress..ngithathe isikhwama***

Phila:Mash...Melokuhle

Me:Sir?

Khosi:Owh...Melokuhle ngyabonga kakhulu sis

Me:okay..uhm...i must go

Khosi:Kusamele sihlangane and have coffee

Me:Ngizozwa ngawe...

***I stare at philani for the last time bese ngyaphuma...masengiphandle i exhale loudly...ngibize i cab bese ngyayilinda...I'm happy that uphilani uvukile..that's all matters..kungene i call from andile***

Me:Hello?

Andile:Wenzeni hhe?!

Me:Ukhuluma ngani?

Andile:Leziythombe zivele zanyamalala kwi foni yami kanjani??!

Me:Angazi

Andile:Usuyathakatha melo mmh?

Me:Kwazi wena phela..look andile awuphume kimi unake umfazi wakho..uwena owanquma ukushiya mina manje uzolokhu ungibhedela ungihlupha!! Awkhule marn nxhhh!!

***Ngivale ifoni and block him..kufike i cab and the driver take me straight home...u andile uyangicika ngoba uyena owashiya mina ngangakwazi ngisho ukuphuma ekhaya..ngihlezi ekhaya ngilokhu ngikhala kwi room yami...anyways ngfike ekhaya and pay the uber driver...i haven't been home for a while now and ngyabakhumbula...mangfika nje bahleli phansi bathamele ilanga..u aunty no malume***

Zulani:Aww umshana wami engimthandayo

Me:Sanbona

Aunty:Yebo, awsemuhle kanje

Zulani:Uyambona kodwa sis usekhuluphele

Me:Auu shuthi bengizacile malume?

Zulani:Mshana angeke ngikuqambele amanga..uyaybona leyanja kamakhelwane..ngisho nayo ibincono

Aunty:Hhay marn zulani!

Zulani:Ngyadlala wena mshana awuthi phela u R50

Me:Hambocela inja yamakhelwane..mnx!

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PHILANI

***Umndeni uqeda ukuhamba...unomkhosi usabakhiphile...angkholwa namanje ukuthi umuntu cishe wadabula amafu...nanokuthi umelokuhle ubelana!! Ufike kanjani khona la?***

Khosi:Baby

Me:Mhh

Khosi:Ucabangani?

***Azolala ezingalweni zami...and i kiss her forehead***

Me:Ngyaxolisa mahlase...ngyazi ukuthi ngikuphule inhliziyo ngamosha nomshado wethu...ngyazi ukuthi kulamaviki adlule bengingayena umnyeni oqotho kuwe futhi ngyazi ukuthi usukhathele ukungizwa ngixolisa...ngcela ungixolele mahlase ngikuthanda ngenhliziyo yami yonke futhi angfuni ukulahlekelwa uwena...angiyilutho ngaphandle kwakho mama ngyathembisa ukuthi ngizobakhona njengo mnyeni wakho ngenze kancono...

Khosi:Nami ngyakuthanda sengwayo...

***I sigh..angbuke emehlweni and ngyalubona uthando lugcwele amehlo...it's hurt me ukuthi ngizophula lomuntu inhliziyo ekbeni engithanda kangaka..***

Khosi:Uyakhumbula sisaqala ukuhlangana?

***I chuckle***

Me:Ngyakhumbula ungibhampela

Khosi:Ngoba wawuyi fuck boy...every girl wanted you

Me:Zibale phela

Khosi:Hhayi...

***We both laugh***

Khosi:Sisuka kude nerh..

Me:And sisaya kude...mahlase?

Khosi:Sengwayo

Me:Ngcela ungithembise ukuthi asoze wangshiya

***She stares deep into my eyes and smile***

Khosi:Ngyathembisa sthandwa sami

***Asondele and hug me close...fuck i love this woman***

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***Ngihlezi kwi office lami ngiqedela imsebenzi...ngigcine ngiphumile esbhedlela nomqala u right manje...umelokuhle ukwi office lakhe uzivalele khona but i can see her...uma ngfuna ukumbona wenza ama excuses ethi ubusy...i fucken miss her...ngsukume ngyongena kwi office lakhe...ubuka phansi kwi laptop yakhe..uqaqile wabopha ikhanda lakhe kahle wafaka neybuko...ngfake izandla emaphaketheni ngime...aphakamise amehlo angbuke***

Melo:S...sir?

***Asukume fast uyambona ukuthi uyatatazela***

Me:Sir?

***I chuckle..ngsondele kuye...ufake dark blue pants kanye ne shirt and she look good..ngimamatheke ngimbuke emehlweni***

Me:Kodwa mama uma usumuhle kanje kuthiwani?

***Abuke phansi emoyizela***

Me:Ngathi ngingakubuka njalo noma ngabe nginosuku olubhedayo ngizozibukela wena nje..

Melo:Philani

***Ngsondele kuye ngimubambe i slevu ngimenze angbuke emehlweni...pure beauty***

Me:Phinda futhi...

Melo:Philani...

***Ngimamatheke and bring my lips closer to hers...i kiss her hard and pull her close to me...she responds and my heart dance with excitement...i pull out angbuke ngamehlo akhe agangile...ngikhiphe umoya ngoba the day i make love to this woman I'll rip that pussy apart***

Me:Ngishade...

Melo:What?

***Angbuke shocked***

Me:Ngishade ngifuna kwazi umhlaba wonke ukuthi ngiyakuthanda...

***Angbuke amehlo akhe egcwele izinyembezi...then suddenly azilahle ezandleni zami and hug me so tight...ngibuke phezulu and hug her back***

Melo:Ngyavuma...

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