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NOMKHOSI

***Philani is holding me tight from behind...ngivule amehlo and try to move***

Me:Ngfuna ukuchama

***Angidedele bese ngiya ebathroom and do my business...ngikhumule and shower,brush my teeth..ngiphume while drying myself..uphilani usevukile ubusy nefoni..angbuke while ngizigcoba..amehlo akhe going all over my body and then he give me a naughty grin..asukume and hold me from behind...sibukane esbukweni***

Phila:Umuhle...

***I blush..angicabuze umqala***

Phila:Bengithi ngizovuka ngithole i morning glory

Me:No way bhuti izolo you didn't let me sleep..

***He chuckles..nkosyami inhle lendoda nami ngimamatheke..ngivule i drawer ngikhiphe i pregnant test ngimnike..angbuke with wide eyes bese ebuka yona..***

Phila:M..mahlase

Me:Sengwayo

Phila:Ngampela?? Sizoba abazali futhi?

***I nod with tears burning my eyes..angphakamisa while spining me around and i giggle...angbeke phansi aguqe bese ethinta isisu sami***

Phila:Sengwayo!Manzini! Yanya kayishi!

***Izinyembezi zehle kimi...he look so happy right now! Asukume and kiss me...bese engbuka emehlweni***

Phila:Ngyabonga mahlase..ngyabonga sthandwa sami

Me:Namuhla ngiya kwi scan..

Phila:Wait for me phela...

***Asheshe aye ebathroom and i hear the shower...ngikhiphe i jean yami neskibha and sneakers...ngikame kahle i afro yami and do my make up...aphume uphilani dripin wet...i smile coz he's so sexy...ahambe ayogqoka and i take my bag..ngehle ngyezansi and make breakfast..usphiwe uhambile manje useskoleni...after some time ehle uphilani sidle bese syahamba..endleleni ulokhu ebambe isandla sami and I'm just melting...well sfike ku doctor ngilale phansi angphakamise iskibha..***

Doc:Well there he is....

Phila:He?

Doc:Yes..umfana

***I smile widely uphilani angcabuze isphongo...god thank you so much...***

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***Ngihlezi no mama manje...I'm just visiting her..sihlezi ngaphansi kwesihlahla coz uphuma engadini..uphethe izithombe ze scan***

Mama:Omunye umfana futhi?

Me:Yes...

Mama:Ngyakubongela...I'm sure ujabule umkhenyana

Me:He's over the moon mama...yazi besengiphelelwe ithemba kulomshado...but now there's hope

Mama:Usucabangile ngesthembu?

***I sigh***

Me:I don't even want to think about it mama

Mama:You can't avoid this forever...ekugcineni kumele uwamukele ukuthi yinto efunwa yidlozi lena...nawe idlozi lakukhetha ukuthi umakoti manje selikhethe omunye...

Me:It's hurt mama....

Mama:Ngyazi...manje uzovela nini umamncane?

Me:Uthe ulinde mina ngivume...

Mama:Angithi uyabo? He respects you..uzolinda uvume bese eyamuletha...

Me:I don't think I'm ready

Mama:Sekmele uphaphame manje nomkhosi...uphilani udalelwe isthembu..the sooner you accept that the better...

Me:Mama...

Mama:Umdala uma umngaka and soon uzoba umamkhulu...uyabona nawe ukuthi uphilani is under a lot of pressure! Akadingi wena uzomcindezela kodwa udinga ubenaye...bonisana nendoda yakho...uma ungafuni ukuba kwi sthembu buya ekhaya ubadedele bethandane bodwa

***Asukume***

Mama:Ngsaqhubeka nengadi yami wena cabanga kahle ukuthi ufunani...iskhathi siyahamba and i dlozi angeke lilinde wena...

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MELOKUHLE

***Mhhh...ikhanda liyazula...lishaya ngisho ngasendlebeni...i look around and i am in my room...ngisukume and I'm dressed in my pijamas..ngbuke iskhathi ngivuke ngiqhasha! Gosh I'm late!! Ngingene kwi shower ngphume emvakwa 3mn ngigqoke ngokushesha ngthathe isikhwama ngphume fast...endleleni ngihamba ngibopha ikhanda..the driver look at me like I'm crazy..***

Me:Hi sipho can you drive me to work?

Sipho:Madam..i boss ithe namuhla awuyi emsebenzini

Me:What?! No you don't understand

Sipho:I'm only following orders mem

***I sigh...ngthathe ifoni yami and call this man***

Phila:Sbhengane

Me:Really now?

Phila:Injani ibhabhalaza?

Me:Ngfuna ukuza emsebenzini

Phila:Cha phela angeke kwenzeke lokho mama..phumula ngizokubona emini...

Me:But..

Phila:Kumele ngihambe...ngiyakuthanda

***Avale ifoni and i groan..ngbuyele endlini ngvule i fridge ngikhiphe ubusi ngenze ama corn flakes...ngihambe ngyoshintsha ngifake i short ne top with socks....kukhale ifoni yami***

Me:Hello?

Lona:Vula umnyango

***Ngihambe ngyovula angene***

Lona:Hau i was worried about you..izolo uvele wanyamalala

***Ngihlale phansi ngidle***

Me:Phila happened

Lona:Ukulandile?

Me:Yes

Lona:Wow!

***Ahleke***

Lona:I need a man like that...i hope awungenanga enkingeni

Me:Akaze ngimbone namuhla...

Lona:Let's go to the mall

***Ngbuke iskhathi***

Me:Yeah...i need to do something about my hair

***Siphume sihambe...***

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***I decided to do i straight up and damn i look good...isphongo sami siphumile kancane and i have that glow...ulona ubefaka i frontal and she look good too..usis onglukayo angbuke emamatheka***

Her:Awusemuhle...let me take a pic for my page

***I smile as she take a picture..***

Her:Are you mixed?

Me:No...ngingumzulu

***Ngsukume siphume...i hear someone calling me...i turn and my heart beat fast..angbuke while smiling..she's beautiful***

Khosi:Melokuhle hi

Me:H..hey

Khosi:Yazi ngyasho ukuthi uwena phela lona noma kungathiwani...wow you look good

Me:Thank you

Khosi:I've been trying to call you kodwa ayingeni

Me:Mhlampe i network

Khosi:Well kunento ebengfuna ukukhuluma nawe ngayo...i actually need your advise

Me:Uhm..s..singakwenza ngelinye ilanga? I'm in ahurry

Khosi:Okay...I'll wait for your call

***Ngihambe ngingabheki emumva..***

Lona:Wow...uzomziba kuze kube inini?

Me:Yazi bengizitshela ukuthi useyazi...i guess akakamtsheli uphila

Lona:She seems nice though ngathi uzokwamukela

Me:I hope so...uhm kumele ngihambe uphila uthe uzoza endlini

Lona:Okay..ngizohamba ngyobona uzinhle

Me:Ungkhonzele!

***Ngingene emotweni u driver ahambe...angazi ukuthi uzo reacta kanjani unomkhosi uma esengbona...after some time sfike and philani's car is outside...aphume emotweni avule izandla and i melt in them..angcabuze isphongo***

Phila:Yah sbhengane sami

***I laugh**

Me:Hi

***Ngivule endlini singene***

Me:I missed you

Phila:Sengikhona

***Ahlale phansi kusofa nami ngihlale ngilale kuye...***

Phila:Umuhle mashenge

***I blush as he kiss my lips..angibambe islevu and look into my eyes***

Phila:I can't wait ukukwenza umfazi wami

Me:I can't wait to be yours too...ukhulumile no khosi?

***Angbuke bese ebamba isandla sami***

Phila:She's pregnant

Me:Oh...congratulations i guess

Phila:Besingakalitholi ithuba lokukhuluma...kodwa ngyathembisa ngizokhuluma naye...next month ngifuna ukuyokubika ekhaya...

***I smile***

Me:I can't wait...ulambile?

Phila:Ikhona inyama?

***Ngsukume while laughing..ayy zulu man nenyama...ngikhiphe izinto zokupheka ngipheke uphuthu ne beef...ngikhiphe izicathulo asukume naye agoqe i shirt lakhe athathe i knife aqobe***

Me:Uyakwazi ukupheka?

Phila:Ngyazama..

Me:Tell me about your parents

Phila:Well abazali bami are high school sweethearts...bakhula ndawonye then they decided to date...ngonyaka wokugcina eskoleni kwavela mina...well they decided to part ways ubaba waqhubeka eskoleni until he graduated

Me:So sonke lesiskhathi ubengekho empilweni yakho?

Phila:Ubekhona...ngisho umndeni wakhe wawungazi coz baze bangihlawula kodwa beno mama they weren't an item..babuyelana after i graduation and then after that bashada bathola u qaphelani bese kuba khona umagcina u zinathi osegoli e UJ...abazali bami bayathandana mashenge..yibo abangbonisa ukuthi uthando yinto enjani..indlela ubaba aphatha ngayo umama...amhlonipha ngayo no mama...indlela azithoba ngayo kuye!

***Amamatheke engbuka***

Phila:Kuvele kungikhumbuze wena ubuphansi bakho kanye nenhlonipho onayo melokuhle...umoya wakho uphansi..you don't shout or raise your voice kimi...you don't challenge me...you let me be the man in this relationship...inhliziyo yakho i bonus...angikaze ngahlangana nomuntu onjengawe...inhlonipho onayo iyona engenza ngicwile othandweni lakho...ngizimisele ukukshada ngikwenze umakoti ka mama mashenge

***I just blush...god i love this man...aqhubeke angisize ngokupheka while we chat and laugh..masqeda sihlale phansi sidle***

Me:Angikaze ngakuzwa ukhuluma ngo bhuti wakho

Phila:Asizwani...kunento ayenza and angimazi nanokuthi ukephi...

Me:Uyamkhubula?

***Angbuke and half smile***

Phila:Sometimes...kodwa angsoze ngakhohlwa ukuthi wenzani

Me:Ucabanga ukuthi umndeni wakho uzongthanda?

Phila:Yes...

***I smile and nod...kube khona onockayo..ngsukume ngyovula...ukhosi umile emnyango uyamamatheka...ngizwe uvalo lungshaya ngamandla***

Khosi:Melokuhle...uhm sorry ukuvele ngitheleke kodwa i really want to talk to you

Me:I...

***Angene***

Khosi:Angeke ngikumoshele iskhathi...i only need your advise i...

***Ngimbone ema lapho akhona ngsondele..amehlo akhe abuka uphilani ohlezi kusofa***

Phila:Mahlase

***Ukhosi abuke mina shock written on her face...ngime eduze kwa philani asbuke sobabili***

Khosi:Kwenzakalani la?

Phila:Hlala phansi skhulume

Khosi:Phil-

Phila:Hlala phansi skhulume

***Ahlale phansi nathi sihlale***

Phila:Bekungayona indlela ebengfuna wazi ngayo lena..umelokuhle buthelezi lona...she's the...

Khosi:No!! No!!

Phila:Mahlase

Khosi:Akukwazi ukwenzeka lokho!! Did you plan all this melo hhe?!

Me:Cha ngi-

Khosi:Lies!! So all this time you were stalking me!! yingakho weza kimi ebathroom??! Uwe lo olala nendoda yami!!

Phila:Mahlase

Me:Bengingazi ukuthi uwena nami ngathola sengi-

Khosi:Lies!! Uhambe uvulela amadoda abantu imlenze sf*be!!

Phila:NOMKHOSI!!!

***Izinyembezi zigcwale amehlo...her words are cutting me***

Khosi:I hate you melokuhle!! Angsoze futhi ngakwamukela!! You knew that uwena obulala no phila isbindi sakho sokufika uzongiduduza ekbeni kunguwe obulala umendo wami!!! I hate you! Ungaqhubeka uzikhohlise kodwa awsoze waba u Mrs zungu!!

***Asukume***

Khosi:Izinyembezi zami azisho lutho kuwe??! Wangbuka ngikhala kanti uwena lo!! You are a woman why wenza lento??! Can't you see that i don't want this?!!

Me:I'm sorry but i love philani

***Angbuke and let out a loud scream...asbuke ephefumula phezulu***

Phila:Cabangela ingane..lento oyenzayo izo-

Khosi:I don't care!! I will never accept you melokuhle!! Never!!

***Aphume fast abhakaze umnyango...ngihlale phansi while holding my face...uphilani asondele kimi angcabuze isphongo***

Phila:Ngyaxolisa...ngyathembisa ngizoyilungisa yonke lento

***Aphume ahambe and i just sit like that...ngisukume nginyuka kodwa ikhanda lispine ngiwe phansi...everything goes dark***

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