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MELOKUHLE

***Singena syagijima esbhedlela sino lonarh...my heart is beating so fast right now...kukhona obhuti bakhe bahlezi abanye bamile looking so lost..***

Me:Uphi?

***Bengbuke..uzolani asondele***

Me:What happened to him zolani?

Zola:Odokotela abakasitsheli lutho..esikwaziyo ukuthi he was shot

***Ngihlale phansi izandla zibambe ubuso bami...iphutha lami lonke leli! Uphilani ubengeke ahambe ebsuku ukube besingaxabananga..ubengeke adubuleke***

Nkanyezi:Khululeka koti uzoba right ubafo

Sya:Yeah..he's strong

***Kufike ukhosi ekhala***

Khosi:Uphi umnyeni wami uphii??!!

Zola:Koti yehlisa umoya

Khosi:Ungangitsheli ukuthi angehlise umoya zolani!! Uphi usengwayo wami?!

Sya:Odokotela basa busy ngaye...kwanathi asazi lutho

Khosi:Ubani omdubulile?

***Uzolani abuke eceleni and clench his jew..***

Nkayezi:Ngizokukhela amanzi

***Asukume ahambe and it's feels like kukhona abakufihlayo...ukhosi ahlale phansi and our eyes meet...she frowns and shake her head***

Khosi:Ufunani la melokuhle?

Lona:Umbuzo onjani lowo?

Me:Friend it's okay

Khosi:Cha bengbuza nje ngoba umndeni ofunakala lana kphela...wena awukashadi no sengwayo

Zolani:Khosi

Khosi:Ngikhuluma iqiniso...yebo umshado ngiwamukelile kodwa awukashadwa usayintombi..imina engabe ngila wena awukakhishelwa ngisho amalobolo

Me:Nginayo i right yokuthi ngibe lana khosi

Khosi:Ihhe ayyke...kuwena ngiwu mamkhulu sis..ungangbizi ngagama mina

Lona:Ayy ngathi kyanda

Khosi:Wena vala lowo mlomo wakho ngoba nawe angikwazi ukuthi ubekwa yini la

Lona:Kahle bo ngi-

Sya:Anikame bakwethu!! Ubafo ulwela impilo yakhe la nina niyakwebhana! Hhayi marn

***Kufike udokotela sisukume sonke***

Zola:Doctor how is he?

Doc:I bullet siyikhiphile samthunga and uzoba right..ingene engalweni kodwa ngyabona ukuthi lomuntu odubulile ubefuna ingene kwi nhliziyo inhlamvu

Khosi:Can i see him?

Doc:Okwamanje usadinga ukuphumula so angeke nikwazi ukungena nonke..

Khosi:I'm his wife doc

Doc:Klungile ungangena

***Angshaye ngo side eye bese eyongena..ngikhiphe umoya ngibamba izinyembezi***

Zola:Don't worry, buya ksasa uzombona..okwamanje unkanyezi uzonihambisa endlini ngoba ku late

***I just nod..siphume syongena emotweni and nkanyezi drive us home...singene no lona ngfike nghlale kusofa***

Lona:Mhh yabona ukhosi! I can't stand her shem mina angazi ukuthi uzibamba kanjani melo..uma ngimbona nje kvele kuthi angimukinye afe!

***Anglethele amanzi ngiwaphuze..i really hope that uphilani u right..***

Me:I miss him

Lona:Sorry chom..kodwa uzoba naye ksasa

Me:Yazi ukube akaze ngphume ngyophuza kwi club ngabe asxabananga lonathemba...ngabe sindawonye manje...already he's going through some shit nami ngzomfakela i stress waze wahamba ngeyntatha and he got shot..w..what if ushonile?

Lona:No shomi pls don't think like that..uphilani uzolulama...uzombona ksasa and pls stop blaming yourself...nawe ubune stress

Me:I miss him

***She hugs me...i really miss my man and ukuthi ngzoze ngimbone ksasa kuyangilimaza..sicime bese syolala...ngihlezi endlini ngiguqile..eduze kwami kukhona umkhulu uyangibuka***

Mkhulu:Umuzi wakwa zungu kumele ugezwe wonke...umamkhulu kumele agezwe asuswe isinyama ukuze nengane ayithwele izophila...kunemfihlo ezophuma ezocishe iwuchithe lomndeni..hlalani emkhulekweni uchele ngalawomanzi egcekeni..kusazobanzima kodwa akukho okuhlula umthandazo...sengwayo!

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KHOSI

***This feel so good..kade ngagcina ukuzwa le feeling..i brush his beard and smile to myself..I'm sleeping on top of him carefully not to hurt him..***

Me:Ungthusile yazi sengwayo, ngenkathi ngizwa ukuthi you were shot i just lost my mind...angboni ukuthi ngizokwazi ukuphila ngaphandle kwakho philani...

***I sigh***

Me:I miss you sengwayo...i miss us..i miss our little family...indlela obungbuka ngayo engathi I'm the only girl in the world..indlela ongenza ngizizwe ngayo..you're my first in everything sengwayo..and i want you to be my last..i know that sometimes i act crazy kodwa konke lokhu ngikwenziswa uthando lwakho...you use to love my craziness sengwayo...wawuthi it's turns you on...kodwa manje...i don't know anymore ngathi awusangthandi sengwayo...i will always love you mnyeni wami

Phila:Nami ngyakthanda mahlase

***Ngvume amehlo onke ngimbuka..uyamamatheka and i just hide on his chest and he chuckles***

Phila:Wacashela indoda yakho manje

Me:Sengwayo

Phila:Mahlase

***Ngimbuke emehlweni and blush....angcabuze isphongo***

Phila:Akukho okushintshile ngothando lwami for wena mahlase..ngizohlezi ngikuthanda mina! ngikuthanda nokuhlanya kwakho nawe uyakwazi lokho...kodwa this time you went to far...ukuhlanya kwakho kulimaza nabantu abanganacala...kwanami besengingakwazi ukuthi ungumfazi kabani...ngyazi kunzima ukuthi ukwamukele konke lokhu mahlase kodwa ngyakucela...kumele ngikwenze lokhu..yinto efunwa yidlozi and angeke ngiyibalekele...uma uvuma ngcela uvume nangenhliziyo yakho..angfuni ukuba nomfazi obitter ngenxa yami...you use to pray nomkhosi wangenza ngakholelwa kujesu i miss that woman..

Me:I'm still her sengwayo

Phila:Okwamanje akunjalo kodwa uthando lwami alusoze laphela..ungidlisile phela wena

***We both laugh***

Me:Ngisho ngabe sekthiwa ngyakudlisa angeke kusebenze

Phila:Ngyakthanda mama

Me:Nami ngyakthanda lover boy

***Ahleke kakhulu throwing his head back...i miss seeing him laugh like this***

Phila:Aww malahle ami avuthayo

***Angibrashe isisu***

Me:Don't get shot again

***Angcabuze isphongo and i fall asleep in his arms***

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ZENANDE

***Ngizwa umnyango uvuleka kancane...angene uzolani and i look at the time..ngihlale kahle***

Zee:Really zolani? Kunini ngikufonela ungziba?!

Zola:Not now pls

Zee:So ilokho ozokusho?

Zola:Ngikutshelile ukuthi uphilani bamdubulile so kumele ngibenaye...

Zee:Philani is not a damn child!! Unabafazi ababili abanaye wena ushiya owakho ubsuku bonke!!

Zola:Eyy zenande awuhlukane nami sis

Zee:Ngyazama la zolani awboni hhe?!

Zola:Angeke uzame into esiphelile...angisafuni ukuba klomshado zenande..angsakthandi

***Avule i drawer akhiphe amaphepha angnike***

Zola:Ama divorce papers lawa..sign them pls

Zee:Zolani pls

***Athathe umqamelo nengubo***

Zee:Uyaphi?

Zola:Ngyolala kwi guest room...ungsiz ngfuna ukuvuka usupakishile I'm sure uthabiso uzoklanda

***My eyes widen!! How did he know?!***

Zee:Baby i can explain

Zola:Sign those damn papers zenande

***Aphume ahambe and i just scream and cry!! Umshado wami awukwazi ukuvele uphele nje kanjalo!!***

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LONATHEMBA

***I'm at work...i really miss melo ngabe syaxoxa manje izindaba zase office but ke she's on leave...anyways kungene i call ***

Lona:Hello?

Caller:Sthandwa sami

***I roll my eyes***

Lona:Awdeli ukubanga iscefe tsepo?

Tsepo:Ngcela skhulume phela

Lona:Angfuni ukukhuluma nawe...uma ucabanga ukuthi ngizoba umakhwapheni wakho uyahlanya!

Tsepo:Awsiyo i side chick baby...uzodwa uyazi ukuthi nginithanda nobabili

Lona:Pls delete my number

***I drop the call and click my tounge...ikhale futhi***

Lona:Awuzwe vele hhe?!!

"Ulaka olungaka ekseni kanje"

***I freeze on my desk as this sexy deep voice speak***

"Usakhona nkosazane"

Lona:And you are?

"Awusayazi manje indoda yakho?"

Lona:Anginandoda mina

***He chuckle..gosh I'm melting right now***

"I gama lami u zolani zungu"

***My heart do ivosho!!!***

Lona:Ohh...hi..k..kukhona okudingayo?

Zola:Ngicela sibonane

Lona:I can't

Zola:Ngiyacela phela

Lona:Ushadile

Zola:Kusho ba?

Lona:Hhaybo wonke umuntu

Zola:Banamanga themba lami

***Hhaybo sengiwu themba lami!! Why ngi blush pho?!***

Zola:Ngyacela phela muntu omuhle

Lona:Fine

Zola:Ngyabonga themba lami..ungavumi bekukhohlise mina angishadile

***I burst out laughing and he chuckles...gosh zulu man are crazy***

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MELOKUHLE

***Ngiyongena esbhedlela...I'm nervous...indlela esingayo no philani!! Anyways ngyongena kwi ward lakhe kuno khosi bayadla..i clear my throat***

Me:Sanbona

Khosi:Hi, umh anginidedele

***Athathe ama takeaways bese engbuka nge side eye aphume...ngingene ngihamba kancane..ngiphakamise amehlo ngimbuka but he's already staring..my heart moves..***

Me:Are you okay?

Phila:Mhh

Me:Utheni udokotela

***He shrugs and i sigh***

Me:Ngyaxolisa manzini

***Aphakamise ishiya angbuke***

Phila:Hhayi manje mashenge

***Atleast usangibiza ngomashenge...***

Me:Ngenze iphutha

Phila:Ngishilo ngathi ngikunika i space

Me:Angisfuni i space manzini...i miss you..do you know that i was so scared ngenkathi ngizwa kthiwa udubuliwe

Phila:Uyangbona nawe ngi right...

Me:Why are you so cold towards me?

Phila:Ayingijabulisi lento yakho yokuphuza utshwala kuma clubs bese ugqoka engathi udayisa ngomzimba..abantu abaningi bayazi ukuthi sindawonye usufuna bethini ngami?? Phezukwalokho uhamba uzilahla kubafana ongabazi ngoba uyazi ukuthi you will blame it on alcohol right? And mina kumele ngikwamukele lokho ngoba ngiyislima angithi?

Me:Cha

Phila:Mashenge ngyakthanda nawe uyakwazi lokho...futhi ngyaxolisa ukuthi ngikushaye ngempama izolo ukuthi ngizizwe ngdelelekile..bengfuna ukukfaka indandatho ngikwenze umkami ngoba ngyakholelwa kithi...yini engiytholayo mhh?? Ukuma clubs ubambene namadoda...

***Angbuke emehlweni***

Phila:I can tolerate anything mashenge kodwa hhayi ubufebe

Me:I would never cheat on you manzini..it's hurts that you think i can do that to you...uyazi ngyakthanda

Phila:Njengamanje ngyakukholwa...kodwa masudakiwe angazi

***I'm holding these damn tears his words are hurting me***

Me:Nginomlayezo ovela kumkulu wakho

***I tell him everything..***

Phila:Nge weekend kumele syekhaya syokwenza konke lokho...ngyabonga

***I just nod...i want to hug him kodwa ngyabona ukuthi usadiniwe***

Khosi:Baby iskhathi sokuthi uphuze ama pills manje..kumele uphumule

***Angbuke ukhosi***

Khosi:Visiting hours are over...ubuye ksasa mamncane

***Angbuke while smirking..bese eya ku philani ngiphume ngshesha with a lump on my throat..ngingene emotweni and the driver take me home...mangfika ngichithe bonke utshwala ku sink..ngyoziphosa ksofa with my blanket..yes melo! Uwena owakhetha ukuthanda indoda yomuntu now you must face the music***

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