CH21

BURNING BLUE.
BY BELLA ROYALTY.
21

[NTANDOKAZI NGEMA]
Yesterday I ended up not meeting with Shaka because apparently his father woke up, so he had to go there and show face since even his grandparents were there, I decided to give the family some space, okay that's me being polite, I didn't care about Uncle Sfiso waking up honestly, so I went home instead and prepared dinner, made sure the twins were fed and clean, by the time they arrived, I was ready to call it night and I asked Aunty Mandisa to dish up for everyone because I had a headache.

Since Mam' Zanele isn't back yet, I do most of the chores around the house because Aunty Mandisa currently has a crisis, honestly I don't mind doing the chores, as long as I'm not expected to go to that hospital to see that monster.

This morning I woke up quiet early and cleared the laundry, cleaned up and made breakfast for everyone, by the time they all woke up I was done setting the table.

Aunty Mandisa(smiles): Good morning sthandwa sami, you're up early?
Me: Good morning aunty, I thought I should help you out and make breakfast, I've already done the laundry as well.
Her(smiles): Oh Ntando you didn't have to.
Me: It's nothing really, you're currently dealing with a lot so house chores shouldn't be on that list as well.
Her: Thank you.

The grandparents joined us, as well as Uncle Sbani and Aunty Khethiwe, Shaka came down with the twins.
Me: Uhm… unfortunately I won't be able to join you guys for breakfast, I have a breakfast date.
Gogo: Hawu, I thought today we'd all go to the hospital to see your father, he's asked about you.
Me: Father? I wasn't aware my father was in hospital?
Uncle Sbani: Your uncle.
Gogo: I forget you're a millennial and raised in the surbubs, traditionally, Mandisa is your mother and Sfiso is your father and Shaka over here is your brother and those girls are your sisters, you shouldn't be referring to them as Aunt, Uncle or Cousins.
Me: Oh.
Aunt Khethiwe: Mom, it's early in the morning for this traditional lesson of yours, go my darling.
Gogo: She's not going anywhere, sit down child and have breakfast with us as a family and then we will all go to the hospital to see your father.
Me: And if I refuse?

That caught everyone by surprise.
Gogo: Mandisa? Reprimand your daughter.
Aunty Mandisa: The thing is mom, Ntando has a therapy session she has to attend.
Gogo: It's Saturday, sit down child, don't make me use a belt on you.
Me: Should I take off my clothes so that the belt can land well on my bare skin Gogo?

They all kept quiet.
Me: Right, if you're all set with breakfast, I'll go and get ready.
Gogo: Yazi for someone who literally had nowhere to go and if it weren't for my son and daughter in law taking you in, uyadelela.

I laughed in disbelief, Shaka shot me a warning look, not to respond.
Me: You know what? Why don't I make things easy for you grandma? Why don't I just pack my bags and leave your precious son's house then? Will that please you ma'am?
Gogo(exclaiming): Habo!
Me: I'll start packing.
Uncle Sbani: Ntandokazi please…
Aunty Mandisa: Ntando calm down.

Me: No, aunty I won't calm down, so manje because you took me in because I had nowhere else to go I am supposed to take everything that you throw at me with a smile? Really? Is that how you treat people this side? You bring up their situation every chance you get? That precious son of yours is a monster by the way, maybe your precious daughter inlaw over here didn't bring yall up to speed—

Aunty Mandisa: Ntando please…
Me(snaps): No!
Shaka: Ntando please dont—
Uncle Sbani: Let her speak, let her speak, do not invalidate her feelings, she's had two panic attacks since I got here, she's attending therapy, she doesn't visit Sfiso in hospital!
Me: Nina!

I pointed at at the grandparents.
Me: Gave birth to a monster, a monster that preys on young girls, did you know that he left his bedroom, left his beautiful wife in the middle of the night and grabbed his gun and came to my bedroom? He wasn't there to read the bible, no he was there because he wanted to threaten me so that when he wants to have sex with me, I shouldn't even fight him, that same man you want me to refer to as 'dad' snuck his hand on my boobs, literally fondling with them while his gun was on my thigh, told me we'd have fun from now on, and if I told anyone about this he'd have my mother in Cape Town killed as well as my brother, that's the man you want me to go to the hospital and see? The same man who cripples my knees with fear even when he's laying in that bed half a man? Don't fuckin make me angry!

Gogo(shaking): Makoti, didn't you say Sfiso hasn't tried to do this for a while?
Shaka(shocked): You all knew about this?
Mkhulu: Please calm down Shaka.
Aunty Khethiwe: You said he got rid of that—
Aunty Mandisa: Shaka, Ntando, go for a drive, twins go to your room.
Shaka: Let's go.
Gogo: Ntandokazi mtanami, I'm sorry.

Shaka held my hand and led me outside.
Shaka: Breathe.
Me: I'm fine Shaka.
Shaka: No, you're not Peach, you're fuming right now.

I breathed in and out.
Shaka: Again, I don't want you to burst into tears, you've been doing a lot of that these past couple of days.
Me(emotional): I can't help it, Shaka.

He brought me close to him, I looked down, shaking my head.
Me: We will get caught.
Shaka: I don't care, I need you to calm down, look at me, hey.

I looked at him, he held my face and kissed my lips, I held on to him as I calmed down, I broke the kiss and laid my head on his chest as he rubbed my back.
Me: I'm sorry.
Shaka: For what now?
Me: For being disrespectful to the elders.
Shaka: I forgive you.
Me: I will apologise to them as well, that was uncalled for, it's just—
Shaka: I know, I know baby, asambe.

He led me to his car and we drove off.
Shaka: Cancel with Ndalo.
Me: Okay.

I texted her, she sent me a document with a video attached to it, I zoomed on the document, I played the video as well, to say I was shocked would be am understatement.

I didn't even know how to start explaining this to Shaka, I mean his whole life has been a lie, I already suspected this but this? It was crazy! The Zwanes were victims, so was Shaka!

We pulled over at his apartment and got out of the car, he opened and we got inside, he locked the door.
Me: Can I take a quick shower babe?
Shaka: Okay, but first tell me what's up?

I swallowed.
Me: Uhm…
Shaka: Peach, I saw you back in the car.
Me: Okay but please promise me that you won't freak out, that you won't go crazy on me? Or leave this apartment?
Shaka: You have my word.

I handed him my phone and went inside the bathroom to take a shower, a very quick one because I didn't want to find him gone, I wrapped a towel around me and walked out, he was seated on the edge of the bed.
Me: Babe.
Shaka: Yes?
Me: Are you okay?
Shaka: Come here.

He held out his hand, I held it and stood in between his legs, he dropped the towel, leaving me exposed infront of him.
Me: I'm so sorry.
Shaka: It's not your fault, I need a favour.
Me: Of course, anything.
Shaka: I need you to be there for me.

I knew exactly what he meant, I held his face getting on top of him, straddling him and kissed his lips, deeply and passionately, his hands were all over my body, I helped him take off his shirt, he got up and laid me down on the bed, he took off his pants, and phew! It was like I was seeing him for the first time, is it possible for a divk to be beautiful? I don't know whether it was the piercing on the tip, the veins all over it, the size, the first time we made love, I didn't get time to admire it, but now? I was seeing all of him.

Shaka: Please play me the perfect song, for what I'm about to do to you.

I took my phone and connected it to his speaker, and then played Mariah the Scientist's 'Sacrifice' on repeat, he finished his drink and then got on top of me and kissed my lips, as he settled in between my thighs, the way he was kissing me was suddenly different and not in a bad way, it was like I could taste his anger, hurt, betrayal, confusion, pain and relief.

One of his hands traveled to my cookie and fiddled with my wet folds and he grunted as he deepened the kiss, he slowly broke it and kissed my neck, my boobs, he circled his tongue on my nippy and my toes curled, he then sucked on it, softly, painfully, he gave the second one the same attention, he planted soft kisses down to my stomach, belly button, the top of my cookie and I held my breath as he kissed my inner thighs, he brought my knees up and his face settled in between my thighs.

He gave my lips and folds a quick lick with his tongue and it was glorious, I felt him biting my inner lips, it was painful but that pain was wrapped in pleasure, as he took a huge mouthy bite that gave me shivers down to my spine, my toes curled, I closed my eyes because they were going to roll to the far back and I'd be left blind.

The way he moved his tongue, softly, in circles, up and down, thrusting my hole.

Me(moans): Oh God, Shaka!

I couldn't even control my body, I held the back of his head, pushing it deeper in between, but when he was back to biting me I would try to get him off me.

🎶I'm falling
Can't make it stop
Evolving
My broken heart
I needed someone to help
Tell me I'm falling for someone who saved me from myself
Ain't nothing that I wouldn't quit
Every drug and every man I've kissed
To the others, hope you can forgive me
Found another, and now here's the ending
I'd be crying if you left
Dry my eyes, and now I should confess
Never thought that it'd be more than lust
Never found a man who I could trust🎶

I felt his fingers slowly slip inside me, while his thumb massaged my throbbing clìt and his teeth on my inner lips, there was tons of action down there and I was losing my mind… Slowly.

I felt a wave of pleasure approaching and I was afraid I'd make a mess on his face, I tried to move his face away, get up a little but he wouldn't stop.
Me(crying): Shaka, please, please, baby please(screams) Oh my God!!

My whole body vibrated, I felt so weak, that's when he stopped, I placed my hand on my wet cookie, trying to stop the vibration that I didn't even understand where it was coming from, from between my legs or my whole body, I pressed my thighs together and laid on my side, but that wasn't helping either.

Me(muffled moans): Oh my God!

He turned me over and got ontop of me, I couldn't feel his weight on me though, his hands were balancing on the bed.
Shaka: Open up for me and watch what you do to me.

I looked down, he didn't even have to direct it there, I was welcomed by the cold metal of his piercing, and the sensation made my whole body come to a standstill, I bit my lip, as my inner lips clenched around him, pulling him even deeper, he closed his eyes, his arms trembling as if any moment now he'd fall ontop of me, I caressed his arms and then wrapped my arms around his neck and he gave out, falling gently on my chest, I opened my legs wider as he settled, I closed my eyes and bit my lip while he released a soft groan in my ear.

He began thrusting in and out, gently, my walls were still adjusting to his fullness, I held his face and kissed his lips.

My arms left his neck, my hands landed on his chest, all over his back, holding on to his shoulders, he wasn't in a rush, he was moving according to the rhythm of the song, hitting all my corners, it was so good I actually cried, he pulled out of the kiss, I don't know whether it was the song or the moment or I actually felt his pain.

He looked at me.
Me: I love you Shaka, I will never leave you, I promise.

I felt like reassuring him because his life was upside down now.

He smiled and kissed my lips, I held his face while my other arm wrapped around his neck, I felt that wave approaching again, I pulled out of the kiss.
Me(cries): Oh God, Baby!

I bit my lip as I came, he teased my lips until I gave in to the kiss and I could feel him smiling through the kiss and that made me happy for some reason.
Shaka: Ngiyakuthanda sthandwa sami.
Me(smiles): Through It all?
Shaka: Through it all.

He buried his face on my neck and I could hear him moaning softly against my ear, telling me how much he loves me, how much I mean to him and how thankful he is to whoever sent me his way, how his life might not make sense at the moment but I am the only thing that does as he filled me up with his juices, we shared a long passionate kiss.

And then pulled out after a while and looked at each other, I ran my thumb on his lips.
Shaka: You don't have to feel guilty now Peach.
Me(emotional): I'm sorry.
Shaka: It's okay, it's not your fault.
Me: But I can't rejoice at the fact that we are not related without worrying about you and what this means for you.
Shaka: I will be fine, don't cry.

I tried not to.

[SHAKA 'PRIME' ZWANE]
There was a time in my life where I went through an identity crisis, didn't know who I was even though my name was Shaka Zwane, it bothered me why I didn't look like any of my parents, especially when the twins were born, they don't need an explanation or introduction, one look at them you can tell they are who's children.

But for me, I got compared to a lot of people, mostly people who aren't even alive anymore, for some time this bothered me but eventually I was able to shake it off.

And today I've just found out why I didn't look anything like either mom or dad and I'm usually someone with quick solutions whenever a situation arises, I'm a problem solver but for the first time ever in my life, I don't even know what to say or what to do with this information that I have just came across with.

Mainly because the woman who gave birth to me, didn't even give me a fighting chance, she didn't even call for help, when she saw that there was something wrong she opted to exchange me like I was a pair of shoes in a store, even when this Zibuko child started getting sick, even though she knew why he was sick, it never occurred to her that it's because he wasn't her child and he needed some traditional ceremonies.

She let the boy die, her husband accused her of infidelity and letting him raise a child that wasn't his, still this woman didn't tell the truth, did she maybe look at me once and just hated me or something?

How am I supposed to let someone like that in my life? What if she rejects me yet again? And also, all my life I've known Mandisa as my mother, her biological child is out there, his bones rotting in a coffin somewhere all because of one selfish human being? This is going to break her.

Everything else in my life is a mess except what I have with Peach, she's the only thing that currently makes sense and I really don't know who is responsible for bringing her to my life but whoever that person is, he did me a solid.

Peach is exactly what my soul needs, she's been what I needed from the moment I laid my eyes on her, she makes me whole, she makes me happy without even trying.

After our bonding session earlier, we involuntarily took a nap, imagine, I was even trying to fight that nap off because I still wanted her but my body eventually won, you know you've just had great sex when you sleep like a baby afterwards.

I guess the fact that this time we weren't feeling guilty also made the session even more meaningful, the beautiful thing about finding out who I really am, is that Peach and I are not related at least not by blood, and we can be together freely, that's the only good thing that came out of this, otherwise… Its bad.

I removed the braid that was hiding her beautiful face and she tried to open her eyes, it was a struggle and she looked so cute doing that… I know who is cute trying to open her eyes?

Peach(smiles): Hey baby.
Me(smiles): Mommy Shark.
Peach(Giggles): Oh wow!
Me: I missed you.
Peach: You could have just woken me up baby.
Me: You were sleeping so peaceful baby I didn't want to disturb you, you looked like you needed the rest.

She exhaled and caressed my face.
Her: How are you feeling?
Me: I emptied everything I felt in you.
Her(giggles): And I felt every bit of it.

Me(smiles): Thank you for being there for me Peach, you don't understand what you did for me, I literally didn't know how to handle everything that I was feeling, but you let me use your body as a vessel to carry out my heavy emotions, you helped carry my pain, hurt, relief, shock and confusion, thank you.

She blushed.
Her: I thought you'd be rough.
Me(chuckles): I wasn't angry, I was hurt baby, you don't want to be near me when I'm angry, I always need to feel pain physically, hence these.

I showed her my knuckles.
Her: How did you get these?
Me: I used the wall as a punching bag.
Her(worried): Baby.
Me(smiles): Ngi'right sthandwa sami.

She pulled me In for a kiss and I caressed her thigh and then felt her cookie, I deepened the kiss as I brought her on top of me, she pulled out of the kiss and adjusted herself while I slipped in and I watched her as she fell apart as her walls stretched to accommodate all of me, she looked so bloody sexy, lips parted, eyes closed.

I was finally all in, her hands were on my chest, she opened her eyes and smiled at me, I melted, she doesnt know just how much I love her.
Me: Just go with your instinct baby.
Peach: I don't know how.
Me(smiles): Start by writing 'COCONUT' don't move your whole body, just this lower part.

I pointed the lower part I was speaking about and she nodded.

She began moving she was doing great actually for a first timer, I don't know why girls be making a fuss whenever they have to get on top, this shit easy, you'll tell a person to get on top and she will whine and complain before they do it, see how Peach firstly confessed that she didn't know how to do it and I told her how it's done and she did it, I have no doubt that, the second she will be a beast.

But I guess I get why other girls whine when it comes to getting on top, some divks aren't built for that position and the bodies as well.

Me: You're doing great baby, now I want you to use this part only, like you're twerking on it.
Her: Okay.

She did as I instructed, okay that… I didnt expect, that means she know how to twerk.
Me(moans): Mmmh.

She stopped, I opened my eyes.
Her(softly): Did i do it wrong?
Me(smiles): No, baby you thought—

I sighed.
Me: That was me, appreciating you baby, you are doing great, no matter what sound I make now dont stop, dont be afraid to play with yourself as well okay?
Her: Okay.
Me: Give me a kiss.

She leaned down and kissed my lips.
Me: I love you.
Her: I love you too.

She began moving and I held the side of her legs and closed my eyes, fuck that was so good, I couldn't even contain my pleasure.
Me(moans): Mmh Peach! You're doing great baby, Ooh yes!

I didn't even know what do with myself, she removed her hands on my chest which made me open my eyes, she was so in the zone, massaging her own boobs, with soft silent moans escaping her lips, I held her waist.

Me(moans): Ooh baby do you know how fuckin' sexy you look right now?

I placed two fingers in her mouth and she sucked them, fuck! I took them out and massaged her boobs, she picked up her pace, driving me insane, she threw her head back, balancing her hands on my knees.

Peach(crying out): Oh baby!

She slowed down as she reached her peak and placed her hands back on my chest making sure she leads me to my peak.

Me(breathless): Come here.

She laid on my chest and I kissed while lifting up her with my hands and then met her halfway with the thrusts, fast and roughly as I spread her cheeks apart.
Peach(crying): Oh my God Shaka! Oh God! Baby! Sthandwa sami!
Me(panting): Yes Peach?
Peach(moans): Mmmh Shaka ha.ana awemah!

Not her circling me, she's so naughty! She held my face biting my lower lip, I held her tight as we both came.
Me(groans): Fuck!

I let go breathless.
Me: Yeses Peach!

She pecked my lips.
Me: I can't believed you nailed that on your first try!
Her(smiles): I have an amazing teacher.
Me(smiles): Maybe you're a natural.

She giggled.
Me: Do you think you and this big booty of yours still have some energy left?

I asked while spanking her and she laughed.
Her: For you? Always.
Me: That's right because this is all mine!

I hit her again and she giggled.
Her: Yes it is baby.
Me: I want you on your knees.

She got off me and got on her knees, I positioned her the way I wanted her, I ran my soldier on her hole, making her super wet before I teased her, and when I entered her we both gasped.

Me(moans): Yoh!

Her mission is to finish me!
_________

We were now returning back home, I was driving with my hand on her thigh. I found that comforting actually, I could tell that she was taking a video of me, trying to be discreet, I smiled.

Me: You better post that video.
Ntando(giggles): I plan to.
Me: Wena na?
Ntando: I'm trending as we speak, so I don't know if you saw my latest video, where I was doing 'Is it a crime?'
Me: I saw it, that's the one that got Tumelo mad, he said you soft launched us on social media.

Ntando(laughs): Yes that one, someone with a username with many zeroes, obviously a fake account, dropped a comment under that video and when I tell you that I'm trending on TikTok? Babe! There's a whole conversation opened, like where do we draw the line when it comes to family? And when do we introduce the goat between cousins?

Me(laughs): Babe are you being serious?
Ntando: Yep, the comment reads like this:

'Cha ntombazane uyanyanyisa ke kodwa, not you being proud of your incestuous relationship with your cousin, like

@Ntandokazi_Ngema

you have no absolute shame at all, the guy is your cousin, your mothers shared the same womb, he is not some distant cousin, he is your brother but here you are glorifying the relationship as if it's normal, sies man! You're disgusting, wena you'd sleep with your own father if it came to it.'

We laughed.
Me(smiles): Shame man, akazi yazi!
Ntando: I'm about to have a field day with her ass, I can bet a mili I don't have that it's either Nandi or Tumelo.
Me: Probably Nandi, that sounds like a girl.

Ntando: She posted even on the Steve Biko campus group and someone commented with pictures of Tumelo and I, they think Tumelo is the 'cousin' oh this is good, let's take a picture baby.

We were driving in at home now, so as soon as we parked we took a selfie.
Ntando: First of all, you used the wrong picture, this is the 'cousin' In question and posted! Let the games begin.
Me: I will never understand social media.
Ntando: You have to ke baby, because you're dating a social media star.

I laughed as we got out of the car.
Ntando: Do I look appropriate? I hope my 'I have just been thoroughly fucked face' has vanished.
Me(laughing): Says someone who gave me hickies, uyahlupha kodwa Peach.
Nrando(laughs): That was unintentional.
Me(smiles): I'm dating a vampire here! Now I'm the one who has to cover up.

She laughed and I noticed her walk was a little different, eish I did that? Hopefully nobody notices.
Me: Hello family.
Gogo: Bantabami, Please take a seat.

We sat down.
Gogo: Ntando, I'd like to apologise mtanami, on behalf of my son what he put you through is unbearable, he didnt even deny it.

Peach looked down.
Gogo: I'm so sorry, I would like to ask that you dont open a case against him. He wont survive in prison.
Ntando: If I wanted to have him arrested I would have done so Gogo, instead I told my aunt and Shaka.
Gogo: I'm so sorry.
Ntando: It's not your fault, I just hope his recent predicament with his health will forve him to be a different person.
Gogo: Don't worry, we've decided to take him back home with us once he's ready to be discharged, your aunt has made it clear that she doesn't want him here.
Ntando: Oh my God Aunty you don't have to do that, I can move–
mom: Not happening. The monster must leave and that's the end of it.

Peach exhaled.
Nrando: Gogo, I'm sorry about earlier,I shouldn't have spoken to you like that.
Gogo: Come here.

They shared a hug.
Mom: Now that's over, Shaka help me set the table.

I followed her to the kitchen as soon as I got in, he hit me the frying pan on my head.
Me: Mom!
Mom: You slept with her!
Me: No I did not we broke up like you asked–

She kept hitting me,Goddammit Woman! The pan was painful!
Mom: You think I'm stupid Shaka! You don't think I noticed how she was walking? Angithi ufuze ubaba wakho ushaya ngeBazooka between gour legs! And this! I said take her for a drive and wena you calmed her down with your Bazooka?

Oh trust me this bazooka helped her calm down! She wouldn't stop hitting me!

Mom: Anizwa Shaka! Anizwa man! I am telling the family before she falls pregnant! Her father as well!

Fuck! My whole body hurt!