CH13

BURNING BLUE.
BY BELLA ROYALTY.
13.

[TUMELO MORAKE]
Tumisho looked at me and continued being on his phone, I was busy pacing up and down, with my phone in my hand, waiting for Prime's call or text for an update.

I don't know what happened, I was listening to them, through Ntando's phone, I tried hacking Prime's phone but it was a fortress as expected, so I opted for Ntando's phone, when Prime arrived and they had that back and forth of Prime complimenting her and her shutting him down, I lost the signal after I heard a loud splash and Ntando screaming to Prime about buying her another phone, maybe her phone was affected?

So I had to rely on his word, and he was taking his sweet time.
Tumisho: Maybe they are busy fuvking?
Me: Tumisho, not now please.
Tumisho: I'm just saying, or maybe Prime betrayed you and told her everything, after all, they are family.
Me: Prime is not a snitch.
Tumisho(shrugs): We will see.

My phone rang and I checked the caller, it was Ntando. My heart started beating abnormally. What if she knows the whole plan?
Me: Hey baby.
Ntando: Hey, are you busy?
Me: No, I'm not, is everything okay?
Ntando: I need to see you, something has happened and we can't discuss it over the phone.
Me: You're scaring me now baby.
Ntando: Please call me when you've arrived.

She dropped the call.
Me: She knows.
Tumisho: What exactly did she say?
Me: She said something happened and she can't tell me over the phone.
Tumisho: She fell into the trap.
Me: Why the hell is Prime not picking up or calling me? Fuvk! I need to be prepared, to be angry or defend myself.
Tumisho: What if she fell for the trap?

I swallowed.
Tumisho: I mean that wouldn't prove that she can't handle herself around her cousin, remember he did everything he could to seduce her, I don't think on the first attempt she gave in.
Me: You're vouching for her now? This was your plan!

Tumisho: After you told me everything about her I realised that we needed to cut her some slack, she might really be confused, let's be honest, Prime is the first guy who was kind to her after what she went through, what she has might not be real feelings hence why she hasn't acted on her words, has Prime reported to you that your girl is walking around the house naked? You just heard her when he said she looked good, she was offended that he was checking her out.

I exhaled.
Me: And you're saying all of this now Tumisho? Couldn't you at any point tell me this so that I could stop Prime? He's been stalling for weeks and I've been nagging him!
Tumisho: I don't know bro, seems to me you were looking for a way out of this, so I helped you out.

I looked at him shocked.
Me: Tumisho! I told you I liked her!
Tumisho: You don't agree to set traps for people you like, you are smart aren't you?
Me: If I lose her, it'll be on you!
Tumisho: You will lose her.

I grabbed my keys angrily and walked out, why did I even listen to this lunatic in the first place? I drove to Prime's house and when I got there, I said a little prayer and then called her.

She came out after a while, it was a bit dark so she was wearing comfortable and warm clothes. I didn't get out of the car this time, I opened the door and she got in, she's always smelling so good.

Me(smiles): Hey baby.
Ntando: Hey, how are you?
Me: I'm good and you?
Ntando: I'm great as well.
Me: Is everything okay?
Ntando: I'm surprised your partner in crime hasn't sent you a text yet and warned you that his cover was blown.

This isn't good! How?
Ntando: He didn't confess, I saw the chats between the two of you, as you might have figured it out because you were listening to us, my phone caught water so I asked to use his phone to play music, his phone hadn't locked yet and you had just sent him a text, I read the whole conversation, it's nice to see just how low everyone thinks of me.

Me(shamelessly): Ntando I—
Ntando: When guys see me, they see a stupid, beautiful girl, a toy, something they can lay traps for, because apparently I can't control myself, I don't understand the meaning of loyalty, or honesty either.

She was angry, but she was not raising her voice so her words cut deep.

Ntando: Leano used to lay these traps for me as well, against his friends, for some reason people see me and think I'm easy, it must be the face because ain't no way, he'd ask his friends to ask me out to see if I betray him or something, Shaka did the same when he thought I'd jump his bones because I'm such a psycho who is obsessed with her cousin, he asked you to ask me out as a distraction, and then you asked him to seduce me to…I don't know what you wanted to prove, prove that if Shaka miraculously said he felt the same way, I'd fold somehow? Is that it? And then what? We'd break up right? Is that what you wanted? A way out? Because you ought to have known just how persuasive Shaka would be and I'd eventually given in, are you happy now? I kissed him, right after I saw your chats, I still let him initiate the kiss and I kissed him back, so are you happy now?

I swallowed.
Ntando: Congratulations Mastermind, you're now free of me, that's what you wanted angithi? Yazi Tumelo, you could have told me, you could have sat me down and told me that you had changed your mind, you didn't have to go to such extremes, getting Shaka to commit something so incestuous all because he wanted to prove something to you because if he had not agreed, I bet you would have thought it's because he was into me as well? Right?

Me: Ntando—

Ntando: The fact that you think you deserve a chance to try and explain yourself is appalling Tumelo, I don't want to hear your side of the story, I don't care anymore, you played me, you hurt me, you betrayed me, these mind games of yours will be the death of you, it's okay to be smart, but you see this? This is the dumbest shit you've ever come up with because guess what? It just blew up in your face, I don't know why everyone kept saying I'd hurt you, how much of a good guy you were, you're not a good guy, drop the act, okay?

I exhaled, if only she would—
Ntando: Oh by the way, we are done, if I wasn't clear enough, I won't be with someone who doesn't trust me, you don't know the kind of temptation I've been resisting from your friend the past couple of weeks every time I kept turning him down, I wasn't doing that for you Tumelo, I did it because deep down I knew it was wrong, it was wrong to have any romantic feelings for my own cousin, you should have trusted me Tumelo, nothing would have happened between Shaka and I, but nope! Why put your faith in someone when you can lay a trap for them, it's much fun that way isn't it?

I looked down.
Ntando: I hope you heal from whoever said, 'don't worry about him he's just a friend' and then ended up hurting you with him, all the best.
Me: Ntando, please, come on, we can still—
Ntando: Uyanya Tumelo!

She got out of the car and I got out as well.
Me: Can we at least talking about this?
Ntando: Absolutely not!
Me: Babe come on—
Ntando: Bye!

She rushed inside the yard and the gate closed behind her.
Me: Fuvk!!!

I got Inside the car and hit the steering wheel a few times out of frustration, my phone rang and it was Prime.
Me: Now you're calling?
Prime: I'm sure you noticed I'm using my old number, I had to bolt out of that house like lightning after I successfully seduced my own cousin, I couldn't look her in the eye.
Me: Dude, she knew, she saw our chats, she let you kiss her on purpose!
Prime: What?
Me: I'm parked outside of your house, she called and told me everything, she wants nothing to do with me.
Prime: Damn! So it's over? Just like that?
Me: I don't know bro, I feel so stupid, I shouldn't have listened to Tumisho.
Prime: Wait…wait so this was Tumisho's plan kanti? It wasn't you? Should have known, it was a dumb plan.
Me: He put these ideas into my head!

Prime: Wow Tumza! But anyway, you said if she fell for the trap, it would be over between the two of you, why are you in pain? Is it because she found out it was a trap and dumped you first?
Me: I'm still figuring that out myself, I need some air, drinks?
Prime: I have to face my demons, she's already dealt with you, I'd rather she deals with me and we get this over and done with, we are supposed to be babysitting but she's been doing all the work and my parents will have my head.
Me: All I can say is Goodluck, she isn't the type that raises her voice, but her words are sharp as knives.
Prime: Thanks for heads up bro, I'm sorry okay?
Me: I don't think I'll be giving up on her.
Prime: We will talk.
Me: Sharp.

[SHAKA 'PRIME' ZWANE]
I know this was a bit unfair on Peach, especially because I promised my parents I would help her babysit the twins, but I just needed time away from her, especially after my confession and the kiss.

I didn't necessarily feel bad for kissing her and telling her the truth, but I just needed a moment and I think she did as well, she needed to process everything without me being there.

That was not the way I wanted to tell her everything, things just got out of hand and I reacted.

I hated myself everyday for making her feel as if she was delusional, confused and seeing things when she wasn't, I've shown her that I loved her from the moment we met in that living room, but I've always known we couldn't be together and yesterday when mom and dad were about to leave, dad pulled me to his home office and gave me an earful warning.

I didn't even think it was that visible that I liked her, I always thought I had masked my thoughts well, I never gave anything away, but my dad knows me better than anyone, he warned me to not try anything this weekend with Ntando, that he's seen the way I look at her, he reminded me that she's family and I shouldn't take advantage of her because my mother would be shattered.

I don't want to hurt my mother, she spent thousands of rands hiring a private investigator to search for her sister, unfortunately when they finally reunited, Aunty Phiwe wasn't okay, so she had to send her for help and because mom has a good heart and she wanted to get to know her niece better, she brought her here, paid for her tuition fees, she's done everything to make Ntando feel at home, she's asked me to make Ntando feel at home, finding out that we crossed the like like this, would break her, it would cause a strain between her and her sister, I don't want to be the reason for that.

I love Ntando, deeply, but there's a lot of hearts that will be broken should we do this, we aren't even sure if what we feel for each other is real or it's just lust or infatuation.

One day, I hope she will understand.

And as much as I can't have her, I'd be lying if I said that I wanted her with anyone else either, that definitely makes me selfish, doesn't it?

Because at first I thought I could handle her being with Tumelo, but the day she was all giggly and smiles after getting her first kiss from him, I knew I wasn't going to accept their relationship, I was actually planning on sabotaging it but guess what? Umfana womsuthu decided to make things easy for me by self sabotaging himself, now Peach wants nothing to do with him which is good enough for me.

Even the next guy who will try to approach her, I will kill him if I have to, these niggàs aren't good enough for her and I don't want her to be hurt again.

_________

It was around 9am when I made an appearance at home, everybody was up, the twins were watching their favorite cartoons Bluey,while having a fancy breakfast, Ntando was washing the dishes that she was using to make the breakfast.

Me: Hey ladies.
Elihle: Hey Bhuti.
Esihle: Hi Bhuti.
Me: Are you guys okay?
Them: Yes!
Me: Okay, let me not disturb you then.

I walked over to the kitchen where she was, she was wearing a tight long sleeved dress today, I don't have to mask my thoughts now anymore right? Okay then, this dress hugged her body tight exposing her figure, curves and ass, I got turned on by just looking at her.

Now you know a woman is dangerous when she turns you on without touching you, I cleared my throat, she had airpods on so she couldn't hear me, I walked closer to her and held her from behind and kissed her neck, I don't know why I did that honestly.

She was startled a little.
Me(smiles): Its just me.
Ntando: Oh.

She moved away from me, Oh? Wow okay.
Me: Unjani?
Ntando: I'm good and you?
Me: I'm good, I'm sorry I bailed on you last night did y'all sleep well though?
Ntando: As you can see, we are doing just fine sir, I wasn't sure if you were still in hiding or not so I didn't make you breakfast.
Me: That's okay, I probably should've communicated with you, I'm sorry.
Ntando: It's fine.

She was just too busy, wiping the dishes, wiping the counter, packing the dishes, it was a lot for me.
Me: Peach.
Ntando: Mmh?
Me: Can we talk?
Ntando: About?
Me: Yesterday?
Ntando: Respectfully, no.
Me: Peach come on, we have to talk about this, you need to understand.
Ntando: I understand perfectly Shaka, you spoke a language I understand yesterday when you explained to me, we've closed that chapter, can we move on now?

I looked at her as she went on to do whatever she was doing.
Me: Please lash out, scold me or something, don't just accept what I said yesterday and not do anything.
Ntando: So you'll accuse me of being delusional again after you begged me to speak my mind the same way you led me on and called me delusional and disgusting for wanting you?

I swallowed.
Me: Peach I'm sorry, really I am sorry for what I did and said, I was trying to suppress what I was feeling, I thought if I denied it, the feelings I had would go away but they never did, do you think I like this? The first girl I happen to ever fall for happens to be one I can't have.

Ntando: Honey you can have me, you're just choosing not to, because you're such a family man, you'd rather be unhappy as long as the adults in your life are.
Me: That would break them—

Ntando: I love the fact that deep down you know what we have is real and it's going to make it past years, because if you didn't believe we had something strong, you wouldn't be thinking of our parents reaction because we wouldn't even make it to the third month, I can't believe you're depriving us of such a beautiful love, we would have made a beautiful couple even if we wouldn't have been public but you know, a girl can only dream.

She walked away from me and went to the twins and I stood there, processing what she's just said, she came back after a while.
Me: I love you, Ntando.
Ntando: Congratulations, would you like me to include a card and some flowers there as well?
Me: I'm being serious.
Ntando: So am I.

She walked up the stairs, why is she driving me crazy right now?

I locked the front door and followed her to her bedroom, I went in and locked behind, she was taking her books, I took them away from her and placed them back inside her bag.

Ntando: Shaka I have to do my school work!
Me: And I have to do you, I'd rather start with that.
Ntando: What do you mean by that?

I cupped her face and kissed her lips, she tried to fight it but let's be honest, I'm her weakness, she ended up surrendering, I picked her up as she wrapped her arms around my neck and her legs around my waist, I led her to bed and laid her there, getting in between her thighs, not breaking the kiss, which was raunchy, slutty and full of hunger.

Me(whispering): Let's see if we make it past this first test, for all we know, sifunana emashdini nje kuphela it's nothing worth buying a goat for, right?

She bit her lip as I helped her take off her dress and she was left naked before me, I took a moment just admiring her beauty and sexiness, before I devoured her lips again, moved from them to her neck, she let out a soft moan, I went down to her boobs, I grabbed one in my hand and circled the nippy with my tongue and she cried in pleasure.

Ntando: Ooh Shaka!

She arched her back as I sucked her nippy and bit it aggressively, my other hand went down to her kush, through the fabric of her underwear I could tell she was soaking wet, I snuck my hand in.

Me(groans): Fuck!

I groaned as soon as I touched her folds, realizing that she had long, dangling inner lips on her kush, I've only heard guys speak about them, I've never encountered them, oh this was about to be an experience! No wonder that ràpist named Leano went crazy when he heard Ntando was leaving without him tapping, not that it's an excuse but I get the need to be inside her.

I couldn't even wait anymore, my shaft was literally throbbing, I kissed her stomach, all the way down to her kush and slowly pulled her underwear out, she closed her thighs, probably feeling too exposed and insecure, I don't get why she would be insecure, unless she doesn't know the value of what she has here…

Me: If you're uncomfortable please tell me, I will stop immediately okay?
Ntando: Please don't, go down on me.
Me: Peach, that's not how I do things.
Ntando: Please…

I exhaled, I could already see myself biting and pulling those little grippers! No, we have to discuss this, she has to let me take her to mufftown! But for today, I had to obey.

I took off my shirt and pants, and got ontop of her and locked her in a kiss, I pulled out after a while and teased her entrance, that contact alone, sent my whole body into shock, my divk better not embarrass me, we've imagined this a thousand times.

I ran my piercing on her wet folds and she moaned softly, feeling the cold metal on her, I teased her a little.

Me: You'll tell me if you want me to stop okay?
Ntando(softly): Okay.

I settled in between her and captured her lips as I slowly entered her, she got so distracted that she fumbled the kiss and I watched as she closed her eyes.
Ntando(softly): Ooh!
Me: You like that?
Ntando(nods): Mmh-mmh.
Me: Vula kancane futhi…(open up a little)

We locked eyes as I pushed in, she bit her lip, she wanted to push me away with her hand so intertwined out hands as I went all in her.

Me(smiles): That's a good girl.

I kissed her lips and began moving in and out of her.
Me(moans): Oh my fuvken God! Peach! Yeses!

She was a little heaven, so warm and tight, the inner lips just doing their job, wrapping me around and pulling me in deep, I released a low, weak growl, she wrapped her arm around my neck, holding the back of my head, as I gave her slow, passionate strokes, I had to be gentle so that I don't trigger her.

Ntando(moans): Shaka, oh my—
Me: Yes baby?

She wrapped her legs around my waist and I felt completely weak, this was too much for the boy, she had no reason to be this hot.

Ntando: Shaka…oh my God, that feels so good but something is cuming.
Me: Let it cum Peach, let it cum.

I bit her lower lip, kissing her deeply as she held on to me tight, scratching my back as she reached her peak, which left her shaking, eyes literally rolling at the back of her head, I held one of her legs over my shoulder and gave it to her nice and slow.

Ntando: Shaka! Oh my fuvken' God, mmmh…yes!
Me: I love you.
Ntando: I love you too, Shaka.

I emptied insider her, and we remained in the position for a while, both of us trying to catch our breaths, I slipped to the side and turned her to hers as well and lifted her leg and went in again, I must have taken two thrusts when there was a hoot at the gate, you have got to be kidding me!

Me: I'm sorry baby, but we have to be really fast, whoever is at the gate will have to give us a few minutes.
Ntando: Shaka we cant—

I slammed in balls deep inside her, fast, which got her screaming my name, chanting it, there was a knock at the door, the twins were knocking.

Me: Please keep it down baby, we are almost there.

She placed her hand over her mouth as I pounded her deep, I knew she was close when she tried to take my divk out of her.
Me: Don't you dare!
Ntando(muffled screams): But Shaka! Shaka! Mmh-mmh!

We came at the same time, both of us breathless.
Me: I hate whoever that is yeses!!

I pulled out from her and started getting dressed, my divk literally still leaking, I hated whoever this was I don't even want to lie!

Ntando was finished, she laid on her stomach, I finished getting dressed and went to the door. The twins were knocking on mine now.
Me: Hey, did you answer that intercom?
Elihle: It's bhuti Tumelo!

I rolled my eyes, seriously? I had to cut such a nice time because of him? Why didn't he call? What is he even doing here?

I opened for him and went to wash my face, my divk was swollen, I tried to fix my pants but it wasn't working, this fucker is going to see right through me instantly!

Luckily by the time he walked in, my divk understood the assignment.
Me: Mfana womsuthu!
Tumelo(smiles): Shaka iLembe!
Me: Usharp mfethu? What brings you by?
Tumelo: I know I'm coming across as disrespectful now Prime, but I had no choice, I think Ntando has blocked me, I've been trying to call her, is she in?
Elihle: She's sleeping!
Me: Right! I haven't even see her myself.
Tumelo: Can you show me to her room, please Prime, I really need to speak to her.

I exhaled, that girl is done, he can't see her, as in she's well fed and probably doesn't even remember who Tumelo is.