Deadly obsession ,Chapter 34
GUGUIt's been a week since Mkhatshwa was put in jail, and the rape kit results confirm that he is the father of Ziyanda's child. This whole situation has been heartbreaking for me. I feel anger and sadness and confusion. I'm not sure how I feel about Mkhatshwa, or how I feel about Ziyanda. All I know is that I love them both. I'm trying to deal with this all by myself, but it's hard. Maybe I should consider talking to a therapist or counselor. They might be able to help me sort out my feelings and make sense of this whole situation. I just feel so conflicted. I want to be there for both of them, but I don't know how. I'm so torn. I just want everything to go back to the way it was before. But I know that's not possible. I just don't know what to do.
Ziyanda is three months pregnant . It's clear that a lot was going on behind my back, and I didn't know about it. But I know that the truth always comes out. I still haven't gone to visit Mkhatshwa in jail. I'm just not ready to face him yet.This is not the New Year's Eve I imagined for myself. I was supposed to be happy with my daughter and Mkhatshwa, but instead I feel lost. I'm just so confused and upset. I don't know what to do. I feel like everything is falling apart. I just want to make things right, but I don't know how.
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SUKOLUHLE
It's New Year's Eve, and I can't help but feel down. I've always celebrated this day with my mother, father, and Zamo, because it was my mother's birthday. But this year is different. Everything got ruined when my mother left us with her awful husband, who made my life a living hell for years. This will be the first year I celebrate New Year's Eve with Zibusiso and his family. It's not what I expected, but I'm going to try to make the best of it.
I'm trying my best to capture the emotions.
After setting the table for breakfast, I start to feel a little more comfortable around Zakithi and Mbali, the wives of Zwelakhe and Lubabalo. We call everyone to come and eat, and the room fills with laughter and conversation. I'm trying my best to put on a brave face and hide my sadness, but my heart is still heavy. I feel like crying, but I know I can't do that here. I don't want to ruin the mood for everyone else. I keep telling myself to be strong, but it's hard.
I look over at Zamo, my little sister, who is happily eating and laughing with the other children. I guess she's too young to remember the things we've been through, and that's probably for the best. She doesn't need to carry this burden.
Lusindiso:"Are you alright, Suku?" Zibusiso's mother asks. I force a smile and nod, even though I know I'm not really okay. A tear rolls down my cheek, and I quickly blink it away.
Me:"I'm fine, Mah," I say, doing my best to sound convincing. But deep down, I know I'm not. The sadness and hurt are still there, and I don't know how to make them go away. I feel so alone. I just want to run away from everything and everyone. I want to be somewhere where I can just be by myself and cry.
I force myself to eat a few bites of food and smile at the others, but I feel like I'm dying inside. I just want to escape, but I don't know how. I'm trapped here, with these feelings that I can't control...
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After breakfast, I excuse myself and go to the room. I close the door behind me and the tears start flowing uncontrollably. I can't hold them back anymore. Then, I hear the door open, and I look up to see Zibusiso standing there. He comes over and sits next to me, wrapping his arms around me in a tight hug.
Him:"Let it all out, my love," he says, and I do just that. I cry and cry, releasing all the pain and hurt I've been carrying around. I feel a sense of relief as the tears flow and Zibusiso holds me close, offering me comfort and support. I feel like I can finally breathe again. The release of my emotions feels like a weight has been lifted off my chest.
When I finally stop crying, I look at Zibusiso and he's still holding me, a soft smile on his face.
Him: "What's wrong, my love?" he asks softly. I take a deep breath and begin to tell him everything. I tell him about how this day reminds me of my mother, and how we used to celebrate her birthday as a family. I tell him about the abuse I suffered at the hands of my father every years on this day.
Zibusiso leans forward and gently kisses me on the forehead.
Him:"From today on, we're going to make new memories together, happy memories," he says. "We're going to make sure that you have a good life, free from the pain and suffering of your past. We'll celebrate this day as a new beginning for both of us."
I feel a sense of relief wash over me, and a small smile starts to form on my face.
I nod, and Zibusiso leans in and presses his lips to mine.
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He grabs her by the neck and his soft lips crashes with hers as she moans and grumbles at the same time. He pushes her back and they fall on the couch as his hand moves to her thighs then to her cookie.
Him:“****!” He mutters as his fingers touch her soft shaved skin. He tears her short dress off and opens her legs wide. He pauses for a second staring at her pink glittering clit, he runs his thumb on it and she softly moans making him even more harder. Quickly unclasping his belt he leans forward and plants a kiss on her forehead, he pushes his jean trousers down together with his boxer briefs and kicks them off his ******** springing free. He runs his hand up and down his gift and Suku swallows in anticipation as her clit throbs.
Him:“Want some?” he asks still giving himself a hand jod. Suku slowly nods running her tongue on her lips and bites her lower lip.
Him: “I want to hear it say it!”
Suku:“Yes I want some.” He leans over and roughly kiss her as she softly moans into his mouth driving him even more crazy. His hand moves up from her flat belly to her small breast and fondles with it. He lowers himself and runs his tongue on her erect nipples giving attention to each nipple at a time. Her moans are getting louder and louder before he can even thoroughly deal with her down there. He scoops her and lay her on the bedroom couch he pulls her to the edge of the couch and positions himself between her legs. With his soft fingers her separates her dripping wet folds and places his **** on her entrance. Her breathing escalates and he plunges himself in without a warning making her slightly jump but he holds her waist in place.Its been long they got intimate .
Suku:“Aaah..” She moans taking all of him inside her Canaan. He drills in and out watching her ***** swallow his length and her taking it like a big girl that she thinks she is. Her facial expressions are evidence she's experiencing mixed feelings. She's still concentrating on his moves when he grabs both her legs and put them on the couch headrest. Now she's exposed, pinned and there's no escape as he drills in and out harder and merciless this time.
Him:“****!” He cusses still gripping at her feet over her head. He pumps in even more harder making her feel like the **** is inside her womb.
Suku:“Sto-o-p.... Aaa---” She cries and moans at the same time.
Him:“What are you saying babe I can't hear you.” He slows his pace and softly kisses her. “Should I stop?” He slowly moves his waist hitting the g-spot which messes up her reasoning in a nanosecond.
Suku:“Aaa Baby!” She grips on his strong arms her nails digging into his skin feeling the wave of pleasure taking over her body. He feels her cookie walls clenching around him milking his **** and intensifying the pleasure as he quickens his pace to give her what she wants. He continuously hit the spot and she comes undone around him. “Aaaa ba--by --aah--” He pauses and let go of her now numb feet and massages them. She's still trying to recover from the orgasm when he scoops her up still inside her and positions her on top of the mirror/vanity counter. He starts moving in and out as she soflty moans. He pumps in hard this time making her arch her back and give him full access to her honeypot. The only audible sound is now their bodies clapping against each other. He caresses her breasts while pumping in hard and Suku feels another strong wave of pleasure rushing from her toes to her entire body.
Suku:“Aaa aaa oh my--- Thams--nq--a” An orgasm hits her like a tornado as she cums once again this time even more better than the first time. Zibusiso pumps in hard and tenses filling her up. Suku is still in the sweet land of pleasure. Zibusiso picks her up still inside of her heading to the bathroom......
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