Deadly obsession ,Chapter 12
***********A COUPLE OF MONTHS ***********SUKOLUHLE
Everything's still going well. Zibusiso is a great friend - actually, scratch that. He's the best friend I could ask for.we've decided to just be friends. It was his idea, actually, and I agreed. Zamo is growing up great, and I'm so happy to see her doing well. I have to thank Zibusiso for that - he's been such a good uncle on her life. I don't know what I would have done without him. He's been such a big help with everything. I feel like I can really count on him for anything. He's the kind of friend that everyone should have.I look at him for a moment thinking about how much He has helped us.
Me:"Do you ever feel like you have someone in your life who you can count on no matter what?" I ask him,he nods.
Him:"I know exactly what you mean, I feel that way about my sister, Nomathemba. She's always been there for me, no matter what. She's the person I can count on to tell me the truth, even if it's something I don't want to hear. She's the person who always had my back, no matter what. And I know that I can always count on her to be there for me, no matter what."
Me:"I'm glad you have that kind of relationship with your sister," I say.
Him:"It's really special," he says "But it's not just my sister who's been there for me. There are other people in my life who have been just as supportive and helpful. My best friends, has always been there for me. And my brothers has always been a source of strength and support. I'm really lucky to have such a strong support system."
I nod, thinking about my own support system.
Me:"I wish I had a big support system like you do," I say. "But to be honest, I don't really have anyone from my family who's there for me. I don't know anything about my family on either side - my mother's or my father's. We never went to any family gatherings or events. We just stayed home, the four of us."
I feel a wave of sadness wash over me as I speak. It's true - I don't have much of a connection to my extended family.
Me :"But I'm so glad I met you and Lubanzi , and your sister and Mam Hildah too including your friends ," I say, smiling. "You guys have been such a support to me and my lil sister. You've all been so kind and understanding, and I really appreciate it. I don't know what I would have done without you."
I pause for a moment, feeling grateful for the wonderful people in my life. "I feel like I can really count on you all, no matter what."
Him:"You know can count on me, anytime my friend " he says, giving me a wink. I smile and take a sip of my wine, enjoying the moment.
The moon is high in the sky, and the stars are shining brightly. The breeze is cool and refreshing, and I can smell the scent of jasmine in the air.
We're sitting by the pool, our legs dangling in the water. It's so peaceful here, and I feel so relaxed. I could stay like this forever, just talking and laughing with him.
After finishing the bottle of wine, I start to feel its effects. My body feels warm and fuzzy, and I'm feeling bold and brave. I decide to take a dip in the pool, walking around the edge and dipping my toes in the water. I turn around and face Zibusiso, who's watching me from the side of the pool.He smiles at me, and I can't help but smile back. We start splashing each other with water, laughing and having a good time. I feel completely carefree and happy in this moment, just enjoying the simple things in life.
The water feels cool and refreshing against my skin, and I feel more alive than ever. I can't remember the last time I felt this way.
He starts tickling me and I can't stop laughing. I'm laughing so hard my tummy hurts, but I don't want him to stop. I feel like a kid again, carefree and happy. Finally, he stops tickling me and I catch my breath. I look up at him and he's smiling down at me.
Me:"What?" I ask, still a little breathless from laughing.
He leans in close and whispers,
Him: "You're beautiful when you laugh."
As I'm standing there, soaking wet and a little stunned, he reaches out and brushes a strand of hair off my face. I feel my heart start to beat a little faster.
He's still looking at me, his eyes searching mine, and I feel like he's seeing right through me. I don't know what to say, so I just stand there, my heart pounding in my chest.
The next thing I know, he's leaning in closer and his lips are inches from mine. Time seems to slow down as I realize what's about to happen. I close my eyes and feel his lips brush gently against mine. His kiss is soft and tender, and it sends a shiver down my spine.
When we break apart, we're both breathing a little harder. I can't believe what just happened, but I can't deny that I enjoyed it. He looks at me and smiles
The light from the moon,casts a soft glow over everything. There's a slight chill in the air, but the warmth of his body is enough to keep me comfortable.
We're standing so close that I can feel his breath on my face, and I'm a little light-headed from the proximity. I can hear my own heartbeat, pounding in my ears. I'm lost in the moment.
I feel him reach for my hand and take it in his. His hand is warm and his grip is strong, but gentle. I feel safe with him, like nothing bad could ever happen when he's around. I feel like I could stay here forever, just standing with him and holding his hand....
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The morning light seeps through the curtains, casting a soft glow across the room. My eyes slowly open, and I look around. The first thing I notice is Zibusiso lying next to me, his eyes still closed. I look down at myself and realize I'm still wearing the clothes I had on the night before. A wave of relief washes over me as I realize that nothing happened between us.
I decide to get up and stretch my limbs. As I do, I hear a rustling sound from the bed. I turn to look at Zibusiso, who is now stirring and beginning to wake up. His eyes open and he smiles at me.
Him:"Good morning," he says, his voice still heavy with sleep.
Me:"Good morning," I say, smiling back at him.
There's a moment of comfortable silence between us, before he says,
Him:"How did you sleep?"
Me:"I slept pretty well," I say. "And you?"
He yawns and stretches his arms over his head.
Me: "I slept like a rock," he says. "This bed is so comfortable."
I laugh, and he gives me a playful nudge. Him:"What?" he asks, grinning.
Me:"Nothing," I say, trying to keep a straight face. "You just look really cute when you stretch."
He raises an eyebrow, a mischievous glint in his eye.
Him: "Do I now?" he says, and I can't help but laugh.
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I decide to get up and take a shower, hoping to wake up a bit more. The hot water feels amazing as it washes over me. As I towel off, I notice that I feel a lot more alert. I head back to my room to get dressed, pulling on a pair of jeans and a t-shirt. I take a moment to look in the mirror, running my fingers through my damp hair. I give myself a quick once-over and nod in approval. I'm feeling refreshed and ready to take on the day.
I walk downstairs and into the kitchen, where I find Zamo playing a game on the tablet. She looks up and smiles when she sees me.
Zamo:"Good morning sis!" she says cheerfully.
I return her smile.
Me:"Good morning to you too baby!" I say
I head to the kitchen, ready to start on breakfast. As I'm rummaging through the fridge for some eggs, I hear footsteps coming down the stairs. I turn to see Zibusiso, looking as handsome as ever. He's wearing a white t-shirt and jeans, and his hair is styled perfectly. I can't help but admire how good he looks, even first thing in the morning.
Him:"Hey there, gorgeous," he says, giving me a wink.
I chuckle, feeling a bit flustered by his comment.
Me:"Hi there, yourself,"
I can't help but think about what happened in the pool yesterday, but I don't want to talk about it. I'm sure Zibusiso feels the same way - it was probably just the wine. I continue to prepare breakfast as Zibusiso joins Zamo....
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MKHATSHWA
I look down at the scar on my chest, close to my heart. I remember the night when that fool of a child stabbed me. If it hadn't been for the woman who found me on the road the next day, I might not be here right now. I'm still not sure what would have happened if she hadn't found me. I'm so grateful to her.
I ran after them that day, but they disappeared like a puff of smoke. I'm sure they're still out there somewhere, and I'm just waiting for the day they come home. When they do, I'll be here waiting for them.
I hear the front door open, and I know it's Ziyanda. I've been waiting for her to come home, and I'm not in a good mood.
Me:"What took you so long?" I snap at her, my anger spilling over.
Ziyanda:"Well-- Dad, I--" she begins, but I cut her off.
I grab her and pull her close, kissing her hard. She doesn't kiss me back, so I slap her across the face.
I reach out and grab her arm, pulling her closer to me. I press my lips to hers, and this time she kisses me back.
I'm not sure what's going on with her today. Usually, she's so obedient and deferential, but now she seems different. Maybe it's the wine we had over lunch, or maybe she's just feeling rebellious. Whatever it is, I'm not going to question it.
I can hear her mother, Gugu, pulling into the driveway, and I know our time is running out. I want to make the mostof it, so I deepen the kiss, trying to draw out every last moment we have together. I can feel her heart racing against my chest, and I know she's feeling the same way I am.
I lead her over to the couch and push her down onto it, never breaking our kiss. I can feel the heat between us growing, and I know that if we don't stop now, we won't be able to. But I don't want to stop, I want to keep going, even though I know we shouldn't.
I pull away from her, breathless, and look into her eyes.
Me:"We can continue this later, when your mother is asleep," I say, breathless and anxious. I can hear Gugu coming up the stairs, and I know we don't have much time left.
Ziyanda nods and quickly stands up. She walks to the door, and before she leaves, she gives me a last, longing look. Then, she slips out the door, leaving me alone in the room.
I take a deep breath, trying to steady myself. I know that what I'm doing is wrong, but I can't seem to stop myself.
I knew from the moment I met Ziyanda's mother, Gugu, that I liked her daughter more. There was something about Ziyanda that drew me in, and I couldn't seem to resist her. But I knew it was wrong, and I knew that I shouldn't have been getting involved with her. I was already in a relationship with Gugu .I love her yes she is the woman who saved my life....
to be continued ….
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