Twenty

SIBANE's POV

After taking a shower separately, I searched my bag for my secret weapon and for some reason it suddenly did not matter if I lost my virginity to him before or after we were  married since the result would still be the same, I wanted him and I wanted him now.

While he showered I wore a lace set Sharma had gotten me a while back for this exact moment saying she wanted me use it. It was see through of course and I could feel my blood rushing . I wore my gown over it and when Nkosana came out of the bathroom I honestly started panicking because I had no idea what I was doing but I knew that with what was going on between my thighs the moment I saw him emerge from the steaming shower I knew I wouldn't sleep peacefully.  I was ready to lose my virginity to him now actually.