CHAPTER ONE
"Vuka ntombazan , ak'sikho kwakho lah"
arg it's that evil aunt again she really hates me all because lm said to be that child who is a disgrace to the family
Me:"okay sengvukile auntie"
Auntie:"mxm nywe nywe lento ehamba ivula nje" she said closing the door
honestly this is how my life has turned out to be , l really can't breathe anywhere in this place . Constantly being reminded that you no longer a virgin anymore as if it was said to be our virginity and being called a hoe has become my favorite music because l really don't give a **** anymore . My emotions died along with my parents .
Anyways l wash my face and brush my teeth in this little bucket l have in my room or should I say just a place where a person can put their heads in .l put on my apron and walk out mind you it's [ 5 am ] lucky for me it's not that dark outside . l grab the broom and start to sweep the yard , after doing that l pour some water in the bucket and some cleaning equipment's and start wiping the windows .
"Hmmm do fast mom said breakfast should be prepared in thirty minutes" she then walks away
"Sighs" that's my everyday routine
l quickly finish up and head to the kitchen to prepare some breakfast
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•Dining room
Auntie:"ls that girl already preparing breakfast Zipho ?"
Zipho:"yes mama "
Pedro:"l hope you don't turn out to be like her coz mom will deal with you" laughs
Uncle:"lndeed tell her boy and we might as well do worse to her she cant disgrace us like that ungrateful piece of shit"
Zipho:"l won't dad and l promise lm still intact (virgin)"
Auntie:"let's hope so l want to be proud of you my daughter unlike my sister and her husband who might be turning in their graves now"
All this while Nomathemba has been ears dropping
"sniffing" they will never have anything good to say about me but can l blame them though l lost my virginity to the one l thought was going to be my forever but you know what happened he disappeared the day after we did the deed . l had forgotten all about school lnfact l lost focus so l never finished my grade 12 how much of a failure can l be that's how l thanked my parents .
Anyways l went to the dining to serve everyone breakfast
"San'bonani" l said bowing my heard but only silence was heard l quickly marched back to the kitchen and l heard laughter erupt in the dining room
Yeah neh l just wish l could die or something .
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All this just because of a lost virginity hawu!!
Posted on November 12, 2024, 1:34 pm