Chapter 21

CRIMETELLA 

 

CHAPTER 21 

 

HLALUMINAM ZUNGU 

 

I opened my eyes they feel so heavy but I could tell I needed the rest because I feel so relaxed, but I still feel a little bit of pain in my anal. Yah now I understand my sister when she couldn’t walk or seat down properly. I moved my eyes around the room what a beautiful space its cream in colour its more similar to our room back in Cape Town. I moved my eyes I saw him seated on the balcony drinking coffee I think because he likes to he drink it when he is frustrated so that means he soft today and I will advantage of that, let me get into my sick mode, I am sick so I will just make it more intense. I tried to move but darm that’s painful and my abdomen is painful its like theres a sharp thing that’s poking me in there and that could only mean that im on my periods. But that will work on my favour I tried to move again I want to sit up so I can go to the bathroom. 

Me: ouch… mmmmmh ow my gosh ( he comes walking fast) 

Sengwayo: hey take it easy, don’t move too much. 

Me: ( I looked at him) I want to pee 

Sengwayo: okay come ,( he lifts me up and we got into the bathroom and he put me down so I could stand but I cant cause the pain too sharp and my anal is doing its things too . I tried to pee when i was done he opened the shower we both got in and he helped me wash myself yeap I was on my periods and it looks like heavy flow. He got out of the shower I was left alone in there I just cried a painful cry i feel so lost im so made at myself all the things I've said to him disrespecting him, talking to him like he is a small boy i cant do this anymore i dont want to feel this pain ever again, I need my husband I need him i know when he is next to me he will make things to be right. , I walked out dripping water he was busy fixing the bed and the bloody sheets were on the floor. 

 

Sengwayo: thembalam.. 

Me: I miss you( I say that crying, he walks towards me with a towel for me to be wrapped in) 

Sengwayo: I miss you too thembalam, come lets get you into warm clothes i dont want you to catch cold.( i just nodded this is me being a baby ke it's like him when he is sick so now its his time to take care of me)  

 

We dried up we wore grey tracksuits and white socks we were matching up he takes my hands and we walked out the room to the seating room the heater is on theres a little hot water bottle and full breakfast with snacks . we enjoyed the food in silence he lay on the couch and watched a movie an cuddled up. I really want to have a conversation with him but then I don’t know how to start it cause I feel like I will be opening a can of worms.  

 

Sengwayo: ndiyaxolisa mama ( im sorry my love) I know raising my hand to you was out I wont even defend and say anything but im sorry for beating you up im your husband not your father. And another thing im sorry that I couldn’t tell you about your family affairs it was out my reach cause when I called the meeting I wanted you to be there and hear everything but then your father disagreed with me and I cant over look his wishes and every decision that was taken and everything that was made was to protect you and your sister but I guess we were all wrong . im sorry that im not the man you want and that im useless in your eyes but just know that I did everything in my power to protect your siblings, but what I cannot do and is to temper with fate.  

Me: im sorry for disrespecting you and saying all those hurtful things and I wont even say its because I was angry I should respect you no matter what . That night I had a dream of my dad telling me that he is no longer in the land of the living but I should continue living mylife to the fullest , and they all turned and walk away from me that’s how I knew he was gone . im sorry mneyni wam( my husband)  

Sengwayo: I forgive you if you forgive me.( smiling ) 

Me: I forgive you, please kiss me. 

 

We kissed a very passionate kiss and I could feel his budge whee u babe is ready to play, I really want him to have me but im in pain. 

 

Me: im still in pain babe plus you know im on my periods. 

Sengwayo:im sorry but I will be gentle mylove plush singe I robots zibomvu. 

Me: come on babe how about we enjoy today without doing that.  

Sengwayo: okay, mylove. Lets watch this movie, are you comfortable? 

Me: yes I am very much comfortable, thank you very much mylove 

 

We were busy laughing and enjoying our time together when his phone rang we walked out to answer it . I continued to watch the movie he comes back all dressed up smelling all good mmh I married a king shame a true king at that 

 

Sengwayo: Thembalam, I have some business that I need to take care off I will be back very late but please if you want to sleep do that, and here this is your new phone all the numbers and what what is there, you can call me if you are not feeling okay. And I love you and only you. 

Me: oh , but I thought will spend the day together njena but ke you can go I guess. 

Sengwayo: sorry mylove( he kissed my check and went out the door) 

 

I went back to the couch and tried to be comfortable and stuffed my face with food. Im so bored I cant even hide it , I decided to take a tour of the house. Its getting late anyway so ill just have pizza and go to sleep.  

 

HLWAYELA ZUNGU  

 

Im seating on the bed I just woke up I feel so tired today and I don’t know what to do with myself , ive been having this weird things going on , my body feels so funny I think I should go the doctor for check up. Manzini walked in dressed up his going to work today, he has a lot of appointments. 

 

Manzini; hee dali , are you okay? 

Me: im not feeling good at all babe , I think I should go to the doctor after my meeting with Khanya. 

Manzinzi: okay ke babe , are you not pregnant maybe? 

Me: haibo babe I cant be pregnant mna mylove. 

Manzini: oh umithe ke njalo, I want you pregnant mna. 

 

I laughed looking at him ow his been saying this for the past weeks and im like this man is doing the most. Well I cant be pregnant right now cause Im planning of putting my cooking skills to the next level and that means I must go out there and lean so how I am going to do that while im preggy. Ever since he mentioned the baby thing I went straight kwaaa family planning to get a shot. But he doesn’t know that . 

I looked at him as he drives out and I went to take a bath after I was done my phone rang it was number I don’t recognise . I answered Me: Mrs Zungu. 

Caller: yah Ma Zungu thina savundla eswini esodwa ( we shared a womb) 

Me: ow mntana ka mama wam bethuna ansaku khumbuli( ow my mothers daughter I missed you so much) 

Hlalu: btu you don’t even check up on me. 

Me: how when your man left your phone here and went over the land with you. 

Hlalu: I think you guys should come for Chirstmas yazi I really missed you mntasekhaya. 

Me: I will speak to my hubby then will see what we can do yabo but I promise I will be there mna with the girls. My love I would love and chat with you but im meeting Khanya for breakfast we have some work to do. He will be introducing me to this chef that willing to teach me the roles. 

Hlalu: goodluck mntasekhaya I love you. Let me sleep my man left me alone here. 

 

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