Chapter 38

MAVEZI KA KHABAZELA

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LONDY

***I just finished bathing...iskhathi u 8pm and I'm tired...well akukho okningi engikwenzile since i can't help around the kitchen...ngbonile kodwa omakoti be up and down..ngifake ama pijama bese ngingena embhedeni...angene usethu luthi heqe uvalo! angazi ukuthi umtsheleni usbaya...angene ebathroom...i can hear the shower...uma eqeda aphume agqoke bese ezongena embhedeni***

Me:Are you okay?

Sethu:Usbaya

Me:Wenzeni?

Sethu:Ubexolisa ngakho konke okwenzakalile

Me:Ohh

Sethu:Ngyafuna ukumkholwa kodwa usbaya ngyamazi...akathandi uku loser kanjalo nje...he's up yo something

Me:Ucabanga ukuthi engazama ukusihlukanisa?

Sethu:Angeke kwenzeke lokho

***Athathe isandla sami ascabuze***

Sethu:I'm yours forever sthandwa sami...noma engazamani angeke asihlukanisa

Me:Ngcela ungthembise ukuthi angeke simvumele angene phakathi kwethu

***I know lento engyenzayo i wrong...making him promise while ngazi ukuthi I'm hiding something from him***

Sethu:Ngyakthembisa sthandwa sami

***Angcabuze...***

Sethu:Ksasa bazohambisa incwadi ku malume wakho

Me:Kmele ngimfonele mangvuka

***Angbuke emamatheka***

Sethu:Usuzoba umkami

Me:Yebo mnyenwami

***Angcabuze***

Sethu:Ngyakthanda mavezi

Me:I love you too khabazela wami

***Angibrashe isisu***

Sethu:Namanje angkholwa ukuthi umuntu okhule njengawe uziphathe kahle iskhathi esingaka

Me:I just never had time to do other stuffs empilweni yami

***Angbuke***

Sethu:Yini le eyayikvimba kangaka?

Me:I was a cop

***Avuke angbuke***

Sethu:What?

Me:Yeah...angikaze ngaba naso iskhathi sokunye...it has always been about the job

Sethu:Are you still a cop?

***Khuluma londeka!***

Me:No...ngayeka kdala

***He nods***

Sethu:Sengikhona manje...we're gonna have adventures together

***Ngiqamele kuyena and listen to his heartbeat...i hate lying to him kodwa ngyasaba...i love this man so much i can't bare the thought of losing him angcabuze ikhanda... I'm sorry sethu but i just can't.. I can't lose you!***

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SBAYA

***Ngihlezi phandle...abantu bayacula bayaziphuzela....ngbuke ibhodlela engiliphethe and sigh***

Baba:Awfuni ukfunda emaphutheni akho sbaya mmh?

Me:Bengeke ngphuze baba

***Ahlale phansi***

Baba:Ngikhathazekile ngawe

Me:Ngi sharp

Baba:Njengoba kade usesbhedlela nje?

Me:Baba ngenkulu inhlonipho ngicela ukyolala

***Ngsukume***

Baba:Hlala phansi sbaya

***I sigh bese ngihlala phansi***

Baba:Yini lento oyenzayo?

Me:Ngenzeni?

Baba:Umavezi is not yours nawe uyakwazi lokho! i soulmate ka mfowenu

Me:Angikaze ngisho lutho mina

Baba:Ucabanga ukuthi angiyboni indlela obabuka ngayo? Ufuna ngikukhumbuze ukuthi kuzokwenzakalani kuwe uma uqhubeka nenkani yakho?

Me:Angenzanga lutho mina

Baba:Umdala kfanele ngabe uwena isbonelo esihle laykhaya kodwa cha...u busy nobugebengu angithi? Awfuni ukungena kwi family business uthathe indawo yakho

Me:Ukhona usiphosethu ingane yakho elungile angithi? Yena uzokwenza konke pho nifunani kimi?

Baba:Ngfuna ukhule sbaya and take responsibility!

Me:Angeke ngyohlala ngfake amasudu mina usuku lonke! That's not me

Baba:Kodwa ukuphatha isbhamu usebenzise imali encolile lokho kyakfanela?? Yeka lento ofuna ukuyqala angeke iphele kahle...u soulmate wakho will find you...umavezi akayena owakho!

***Asukume ahambe...ngivule ibhodlela ngiliphuze and shake my head...ngbone ugogo engbuka ekdeni..ngiphume ngingene emotweni ngihambe...ngihambe ngi speeder! Ngibone something idlula emgwaqeni ngimise imoto fast... Fuck!! Ngehle ngyobuka...umuntu ulele phansi..***

Me:Hello??

***Ngsondele ngimthinte...ulimele... she's bleeding! Okungixakayo ukuthi angikaze ngimshayise! Ngimqukule ngimfake emotweni and drive straight to the hospital!***

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