Chapter 17

MAVEZI KA KHABAZELA

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#Few Days Later

LONDEKA

***Nomzamo left to her apartment...it was nice having her around and skhulumile sathi sisazohlangana since she stay here in durban...even though i can't help but feel like ngyamazi from somewhere....ngilokhu ngizivalele layndlini....I'm not answering anyone's call...usbusiso gave me space and honestly angazi ukuthi ngizokwenzenjani...ngyawthanda umsebenzi wami kodwa manje klento engikuyo angazi ngampela ukuthi ngizokwenzenjani...i sigh and get up...ngihambe ngyongena kwi shower and let the water rinse my body...ngbuke ngaphandle and it's raining...ngiphume emanzini bese ngyogcoba ngigqoke izinto ezifudumele...ngehle ngyezansi to make food...kubekhona onockayo ngihambe ngyovula...unozmamo umile uphethe ukudla ne coffee...i smile and look at her***

Zamo:Hey

Me:Hi

***Angene bese sihlala phansi syadla***

Zamo:I was bored at my place ngathi angzokbona

Me:I was bored too

***Angbuke***

Zamo:Are you okay?

Me:Yes, you

***She sighs***

Zamo:Lento ngiycabange iskhathi eside ngase ngakhumbula ukuthi kukhona la engikwazela khona

Me:Nami ngathi khona la engakbona khona

Zamo:Please don't hate me...i swear bengingazi ukuthi uwena and I didn't plan on meeting you

Me:Uyangthusake manje, kwenzenjani?

Zamo:Sabonana ekhaya kwa sbaya the time ekulethile

***Ngikhipha onke amehlo***

Me:Ohh wow

Zamo:Say something

Me:I'm just shocked..angazi kwenzeka kanjani ukuthi ngingakukhumbuli

Zamo:This is awkward

Me:So that day ngenkathi ukhala it was him?

***She nods***

Zamo:I'm sorry

Me:We broke up

***Angbuke***

Zamo:Ohh gosh...that day...you were crying for him?

Me:Cha...it's complicated...usbaya was just...

***I sigh***

Me:I don't love him nomzamo...i love someone else, if umthanda i think you should tell him

Zamo:I just want to find work and take care if myself...angimdingi

***I smile and look at her***

Me:I'm proud of you

***She smiles***

Zamo:So, ubani lendoda ethathe inhliziyo yakho?

***Ngidle i donathi and she chuckle shaking her head...i love being with her...shes a good person and i hope sizozwana***

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SETHU

***I'm going crazy! Namuhla angyile emsebenzini...it's chilly outside...ngivuke ngigeze amazinyo ngiwashe nobuso...ngehle ngyezansi ngyokwenza i breakfast...leziynsuku have been rough for me...i miss her so much...the more ngingamboni the more i go crazy! lokhu ngamgcina ngaleya day ehamba ecasukile...kungene usambulo ehamba no philasande, my friend***

Me:Kukini la aningqongqozi mmh?

Phila:Ikithi la

***We bro hug...usambulo akhiphe u beer bese ekhipha iskibha abuke ibhola...ishake my head***

Phila:Unjani kodwa?

Me:Nginswempu....angsakwazi ndoda

Phila:Kade ngisaphumile kwi province kodwa sengbuyile manje

***Ngikhiphe inyama***

Phila:Nelisiwe has been asking about you

Me:Awungyeke ngalowo mina

Phila:Wenzeni?

Me:Can you believe that wangcela ukuthi ngimshade??

Phila:Fuck what? phambi kwabantu?

Me:Cha we were here

***Angbuke..ngyambona ukuthi ufuna ukuhleka***

Phila:Wathini wena?

Me:Ungazongbhedela wena kwakmele ngthini?

***Ahleke kakhulu eshaya izandla***

Phila:Sorry mfethu kodwa sengyamcabanga nje esekcela eguqile ne ring

Me:Nxxh

***Ahleke kuze kphume izinyembezi***

Me:Uhlekisa ngezinkinga zami mmh?

Phila:Sorry...

***Ngithathe ukudla kwami ngyohlala phansi***

Sambulo:Nihlekani kangaka?

Phila:Unelly proposed to your brother

***Behleke beno sambulo and i shake my head...uyahlanya unelly ngoba wazi ukuthi we were just fucking nothing more***

Phila:She catched feelings

Me:Angihlangani

Phila:Kodwa bafo kmele uthole umuntu ngampela yazi...angeke phela uguge wedwa

***I think about her...ukwazi ukuthi she want nothing to do with me lokho kuhlaba inhliziyo yami***

Me:Masekfike iskhathi

Sambulo:Asphuze sikhohlwe amantombazane

Phila:Iphi intonbyakho wena?

Sambulo:Angnantombi mina

Phila:Lama fling owashayayo one day ayofuna umendo kuwe

***Esho ebuka mina and i give him a death stare...behleke beze behlale phansi...nxh abahambe la***

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LONDEKA

***U nomzamo uhambile...ngiphekile just to warm this house coz kyabanda...I'm thinking of looking for a new place to stay....this time i want to buy ahouse... I've been saving fo years and i think it's time i buy my house now...sengkhathele ukuhlala kuma apartment or ukuba nama roommates! Ngithathe i laptop and look for houses...sihambe iskhathi mangbuka sekuzoba mnyama...i sigh and close the laptop bese ngyasukuma...ngivale amehlo ngiwavule...I can't! Ohh nkosi ngcela ungixolele kodwa angikhoni! Ngithathe okey bemoto bese ngyaphuma ngingene emotweni and drive off...ngihambe iskhathi bese ngyafika..i take a deep breath bese ngyehla ngfike ngime emnyango...okay no! Nock londeka...cha jika! Uyahlanya??! Ufunani la?? Ngithi ngyajika uvuleke umnyango...he frowns while staring at me***

Sethu:Mavezi

Me:Hi

Sethu:Wenzani phandle kubanda kanje?

Me:I...uhmm...ngenze iphutha

***Ngithi ngyahamba angbambe isandla***

Sethu:Come inside

Me:Kodwa-

Sethu:Woza mavezi

***Ngimlandele...ngathi ubeqoqa***

Sethu:Kade kukhona abangani bami

Me:Okay

***Ngimbuke eqoqa edining mayeqeda aye ekhishini***

Sethu:Coffee

Me:Hot chocolate pls

***He smirks bese eyangenzela...why is he smirking? Angenzele bese eyangnika...ngphuze and it's yummy..***

Sethu:Mavezi...

***I sigh***

Me:Angazi ukuthi nglethwe yini lana

Sethu:Inhliziyo ifuna ekfunayo

Me:Kodwa this is wrong

***Asondele kimi angene phakathi kwamathanga and give me a kiss...***

Sethu:The why does it feel right?? if ku wrong why are you here mavezi??

***He sighs ngathi ucasukile***

Sethu:Udlala ngemizwa yami and angsakhoni ngoba ngyakthanda

Me:Kunalento elokhu engdondela kuwe

***Ngbeke i cup etafuleni bese ngibamba ubuso bakhe...asondele engicabuza bese engbuka emehlweni***

Sethu:Uyiphakade lami mavezi

Me:Kiss me

***I can't believe i just said that! He gives me a deep kiss while holding my neck...i moan in his mouth...uqabula kamnandi!***

Sethu:Pls stay the night

Me:Kodwa-

Sethu:No one will come here i promise

***Angikwazi nokucabanga kahle ngenxa yendlela angbambe ngayo....ngvume ngekhanda bese engcabuza umqala...ahambe ayokhiya bese eyabuya eyangqukula sinyuke syephezulu...afike angbeke embhedeni and kiss my lips...izandla zami zihambe kuma muscles wakhe...gosh this man is gorgeous!!!***

Sethu:Angeke senze lutho i just want to hold you tonight

***Ngvume ngekhanda...avule i cover bese syangena embhedeni...akhumule asale enqunu ngigwinye amathe! There's no way!! Ngbuke eceleni fast and he chuckles***

Sethu:Akalumi sthandwa sami

Me:He's big

***Ngisho while freaked out avele angihleke..***

Sethu:Ngilala ngkhululeke uma ngingagqokanga i hope you don't mind

***I just nod...angene embhedeni and my heart skips a beat...that thing is long angeke! angsondeze kuye and i feel it on my back...angcabuze umhlane***

Sethu:Ngyakthanda Mavezi...ngyafisa ungiphe ithuba ukuze uzobona ukuthi ngizimisele ngawe....you're my chosen one londeka...you belong to me only...

***Ngigwinye amathe, angphendule and kiss me hard like he's claiming me...i moan as his hands roam around my body...gosh I'm...down there...angcabuze ikhala....hawu why did he stop?!***

Sethu:Lala, ungacabangi izinto zabantu abadala

Me:Mnx

***He chuckles..angsondeze kuye and i close my eyes...in that moment i felt like I'm safe...zonke izinkinga zami zashabalala kanjalo...his arms are like my safe place and i never wanna let go***

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