CHAPTER 2

BOIKANYO.



I got pregnant in my first year of university, I won't lie ad say it was all bed and roses, it was tough.



The constant reminder that she has fanconi anemia, she was diagnosed with it when she turned 3 and the doctors said she doesn't have a match. The stem cells they had were no match, my blood was no match too.



I don't have much but I was willing top pay doctors for my baby to heal.



To think my baby can only live up to 30 hurts me.



I don't even know the father or where he is. I think he might help a lot with his blood maybe they match.



I don't remember the guy it was freshers party and the way it was so boring, my roommate and I decide to go to this club where I met him.



I was already drunk so it's hard to remember his face but I remember he was one fine man. He was buff, tall, dark in complexion and he had an aura with him.



We both went to this hotel and we fucked, I remember bits and pieces of that night. I was very drunk, I woke up alone in the morning, I found morning after pills and 10 thousand rand on the side drawer with a little note written " thanks for an amazing night... love P.H"



I don't even know what that P.H stands for.



The morning after pills didn't work, this child survived them.



I wouldn't point his father even if he was near me that's how much I don't remember him.



Karabelo: Mommy where are you coming from?



Me: From school baby.



She's so cute in her onesie, she's chubby I don't even know where she gets her chubbiness from cause I'm a size 28 and I know her father is not chubby too.



I must definitely be the food she always eats this child is always munching and you would fight with her is you don't give her food.



She's so round with her cheeks and you can't but love her.



About the onesie, it's new so she tense to do that with new clothes and you would fight with her when you take it off her.



Karabelo: When am I going to school?



Madudu laughs as I put her down, with her you would answer all of her question all day.



Me: Madudu don't you want a child mara?



We laugh.
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