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miranda: beyond the streetsinsert 09
her:i think he's cheating on me and whenever I try to ask him , he just brush it on my face , i don't know what to do anymore . I can't even give him kids maybe that's why he went to look for love outside ...
her tears are just flowing , see why I haven't tried this dating thing ? people are going through a lot and this men be cheating like the world is about to end .
me:men never get enough , a man will stay for the woman he loves and will do everything and maybe you're just overthinking he's not cheating ...
her:i know him ... it's (crying)
me:shh , everything is going to be okay .
I said as I hugged her and brushed her back .her cries are heartbreaking ain't gonna lie . after a few minutes she was calm .
me :i have to get going , I'll see you around .
I said as I wiped her tears . she smiled .
her:your numbers , and name .
she handed me her phone , I put on my numbers and saved them .
her:miranda ?
me:yes .
her:it was nice meeting you , thank you , you're god sent .
i smiled and walked off . i got inside my car then drove off . i arrived at my apartment after a few minutes .
I stripped off my clothes then walked to the shower , I let the cold water hit my body .
after a few minutes I got out of the shower ,dried then lotioned . I wore my silk night dress .
I haven't written my journal in about a week now , i thinks it's about time i write .
I took it from the drawer , and my pen . I sat on bed . I should be playing music , I think it's the right time for “heartbreak anniversary by Giveon ” to start playing . I sighed
“not so long i thought i found love , real love , the love i thought i was longing for .
look where i am right now , miserable , lost and heartbroken . there's no relationship that can ever be built on top of lies , that's what I had learnt .
i miss my grandmother , i am 26 and this is my first heartbreak , is he coming back to me or he moved on ? oh I feel so lost right now ”
I drew a broken heart with a pencil then shaded it . I applied red lipstick on my lips then kissed the fonts .
I cut a small piece of paper the wrote all the dates , the date when I met him , the date when we had our first *** and all that .
I closed my journal then placed it on the drawer .
I got under covers , slowly drifting to sleep.
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