CHAPTER 18
DEAR MRS...#18
LIYANA MAXHOSA
The last two pregnancies were not like this. This one is taxing about two weeks ago I was obsessed with *** and my husband was happy to serve but now I don't have even the littliest desire to get naked and sweaty. If my husband didn't have Sihla I'm pretty sure he would be cheating right now. The auditions are on going some of these people are just wasting our time. Zero talent and zero brain cells. I can tell Lionel is getting frustrated with the head director.
"Seriously what is this?!! Hey stop did you even read your script?" The two ladies look at him wide eyed. They probably didn't expect that outburst. Kuhle walks in and comes to sit next to me kissing my cheek. He smells fresh I give him a knowing look and he blushes I can't help the giggle that leaves my lips.
"What's going on?" He asks looking at Lionel I zone them out as I think about him with Sihla just the thought has my blood running and getting excited. What the hell? I snap out of it and watch as they carry on with the auditions the main character is also here and she can't keep her eyes off of my husband.
I take his hand in mine he turns to look at me and smiles I love how his eyes light up when he looks at me. I kiss him I wonder since when do I get jealous. He looks at me with squintense eyes I just smile and get back to watching the auditions.
LIONEL JUNIOR MAXHOSA
My life is a mess upside down and all. The woman I want doesn't even notice me. The one I married doesn't want me to see my kids. My father is not talking to me along with my mother. I just found out my mother is a witch. It's alot but in all that lot I found someone. I don't want to say I love him but the damn *** has me losing balance. I've never thought of myself as bisexual until I met him.
It was a business dinner in Pretoria when I met him. He was there with his wife and I was with mine. We clicked and got talking we even ditched the dinner and went to the rooftop getting drunk. He was mostly telling me about his miserable life. His parents didn't want to accept him for who he is they married him off to his wife and they were demanding a baby.
I don't know how he kissed me or what led to him kissing me but I enjoyed it so much I didn't protest when he got me naked. I didn't understand half the stuff he was doing to me but I enjoyed each and everyone of them. I've always heard my friends talk about rimming when I experienced it myself I wanted more.
We met up the following day in Joburg in a hotel and he had me screaming like a little bitch. From then onwards I wanted more and more and more. No one told me you could actually enjoy *** and feel content like that and I didn't want to lose it. From *** appointments to dinner, lunch and breakfast feelings started being involved and when he confessed his to me. We both filed for divorce.
It's a little after 4 when I drive inside my parents house. My dad had wanted us to meet I have an idea about what. I'm just glad I have my own savings and they would last me a lifetime but I'll have to start something just to keep busy. I drive inside and park next to a Haval suv. I lost my phone again. It's one thing that has taken alot of my money. I don't know how many phones I've lost but it's alot.
"I have been calling you. Please don't tell me you lost this phone too." My father says when he sees me walking inside the lounge. Emihle is here with her father and uncle. This woman really doesn't know when to give up. It's probably the name. Our last name that has her clinging on even when there's no need.
"I misplaced it tata. Mholweni." I take a sit after holding their hands it's one good thing my mother told me. The other's I would never do even if I was offered immortality. Tata clears his throat looking at me. His eyes are smiling at me but his face reads a different story.
"I hear you're now officially divorced. " I nod my head I didn't tell him but I'm sure it's allover social media by now." Why am I the last to hear about your divorce Lionel when I'm your father?" He asks looking at me.
"It's been busy tata nawe you were up and down ngalento kabhuti I didn't want to trouble you." It's a lie I just wanted to get myself enough to settle on my own.
"Mmmh Emihle tells me she wants compensation for staying as your wife for so long through emotional traumas and physical." I laugh shaking my head.
"I don't have anything to offer her and she wouldn't have been subjected to whatever trauma if she loved herself more than my family's money. Tata why did you call me?" I asks looking at my father. Nani walks in pushing a stroller I'm the first on my feet to take two of the kids dad takes the other one.
"I have somethings I want to discuss with you but then Emihle and her family arrived saying they want to talk to you and me." Tata says his attention is no longer with us but I can't blame him Kuhle and Migcobo made beautiful babies.
"I really don't have anything to say to them. Emihle got everything she deserves and I'm going to give her monthly allowance for the kids and on weekends they'll be with me." I said that then got up going to the kitchen to get myself something to drink. Ubabalo looked up at me sucking his fist. They could've been mine if I wasn't a coward.
When I came back to the lounge Emihle and her family were gone. I sat next to my father."I don't like being in the dark with you kids. I had to hear about your divorce from Kuhle and about your new relationship. Even at the lunch I thought you'll introduce him to me but nothing." I looked at him and sighed leaning in the couch.
"I just feel ashamed I've been with woman my whole life but here I am at my happiest with a man. I don't know how possible it is for such to happen." I said honestly it still baffles me of how I'm this happy. Nqubeko doesn't even have to do much and I'll be happy with just him being next to me smiling down at me. Yes, I'm shorter than him and he loves it.
"I've always suspected in a way I pushed you to marry Emihle because I didn't want to think about you with man but I'm happy you're happy. That's all I want for my kids to be happy." I looked at him he had this sad smile on his face.
"You know you can still get her right?" He shook his head. He knew who I was talking about I didn't have to say her name. She packed and left a year ago probably tired to be a secret in his life." She's as miserable as you. The last I checked her kids were trying to set her up with their pastor." He sat up straight looking at me.
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