CHAPTER 15
DEAR MRS...CHAPTER 15
YAKHANANI KUHLE MAXHOSA
One thing I'm grateful for is my father telling me to let Nise stay where she was. We all believe in our mother's there's that love only a mother can give you. I've never felt my mother's affection, both me and my sister. Only Lionel got that love. Her golden boy it is the reason he got our fathers name and not me. I never minded that even though I craved for her attention with my sister, it was worse their relationship is nonexistent.
I was eleven when she was born right exactly when my mother came back from the hospital she dumped my sister to the nanny, and she never cared for her. The only time she would hold her is when we would take family pictures, and it ended there.
We always knew between me and my brother. One would birth the first girl. I never understood how when tata already birthed a girl child. It was later when we founded she was only our half-sister mama had cheated on dad, and that's when I started to realize the cracks in our family.
My parents didn't share the same bedroom but were always together and seemed to be inlove when in public then I would see mam'uZolile walking out of my father's room visa versa I had to ask.
"I loved your mother, son, so much. I went against my family and married her with her flaws. We were happy, ohh, so I thought. After your birth, she became distant. She would accuse me of sleeping around, but I know she knew I wouldn't even if I wanted to. I'm a woman, man. I believe in love and loyalty. I would never do that to her and my family. "
"Why didn't your family want her tata? " I asked, sitting opposite him in his study room.
"Her family practices witchcraft. I've never seen them, but a lot of bad things happened in her family. Her grandmother was found in the road naked, screaming about how she had killed people and taken the luck of some. She died a few hours after. And your mother's mother was in love with my uncle, but my uncle only loved umamncane. She did something to him, and for a while, he was her puppet but my father and utatomdala helped him. There's alot mntanam. I believed in her and the love she has for me."
"I'm sorry to say this but she lacked affection when it came to you. I really wasn't planning on having anymore kids with her but then she fell pregnant with your brother but she loved him I thought maybe she would love you too but nothing I'm grateful for Zolile she has loved you like her own and I'm happy you got that love from her. When she fell pregnant again I knew it wasn't mine. Everytime I slept with her I made sure I was strapped. I asked her and she came clean. She wasn't happy with me but she didn't want to go back home. I let her stay here but we're no longer married."
"It happened that Zolile and I would talk everytime I went to spend time with you and Anolutho we fell inlove. I would love to marry her one day I just don't know when that one day would be."
I understood I know my father he would tell me everytime that when I feel I'm not happy and the love is not there anymore I should leave. Back to my mother when she found out about me being the one who'll make the first girls she lost it. I remember my sister calling me telling me about how mama said she would kill that girl.
I didn't think she would actually try. I remember my father calling me to come home where I found him with mom and two guys who were recruited by mom to kill Nise. If I had went and got her from her home she would have died.
I really wanted her dead but my father assured me that Nise and the kids are protected nothing will befall them and right this minute I believe him. I don't know what mom did in that sishweshwe but whatever it is is eating on her not the one she intended to.
"I'm sorry!!I'm sorry myeni wam please make it stop!!" She cries out the paramedics are trying to get her inside the ambulance but she's fighting to come to my father I don't know what she thinks my father will do because he wasn't there when he mixed her herbs.
"Baby how do you feel?" I ask looking at her. She looks better now that she has taken that damned skirt. She gets up from the couch I rush to her and hold her in place.
"Babe I'm okay I can walk on my own. " I know she can but I'm not taking any chances with her. I scoop her up and walk upstairs to our bedroom with her. She kisses my neck, licking and biting on it. We haven't had *** since that day she was still pregnant.
"Baby please not now." I say settling her on our bed I love how she combined both our styles in here I always feel at home here. Her legs are locked around my waist I chuckle looking down at her." We have guests remember?"
"I miss you. " She says her voice low and seductive. I look down at my hard **** I'm definitely sleeping here tonight. She grinds on me she's going to be the death of me that's for sure.
"I promise to give you tonight but now let's go entertain our guests." I say kissing her. She gets up and changes into a body hugging long dress. I love how round her body has become thanks to my kids." I love you." I tell her taking her into my arms."I do so much it scares me and I'm sorry about what mom did I really don't know what she was thinking." I say honestly.
She wraps her hands around my neck bringing my head down to hers and then pecks my lips. I can see vulnerability oozing off of her. I love this about her. She let's me be her man. I kiss her bringing her closer to me.
"I love you too myeni wam. Don't apologize for your mother's actions. You didn't ask her to do that, no one did. I love you uyeva?" I smile then take her hand leading her towards the door. We bump into Kj at the stairs.
"I was coming to check on you mama uright?" He asks looking at Nise I love the relationship they have. I wish Zikho would also let loose and get to know his other mom.
"I'm okay bhutana I just need something to drink and food." Kj smiles running down the stairs ahead of us.
"I'll get those ready for you Nise katata." We both laugh.
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